life at this moment consist of confusion, inassurance, comtemplation and all nodes of "unsure" add together.
i can say alot of things are so unpredictable that the more you want it to happen, the least unlikely it will. I have chosen not to put too much effort into hoping, into reminding the other party how i will like to view things, rather, i will like to view things in their point of view, and adjust my mentality to that of the other.
this is not a sadist note of how terrible life is, this is also not something worth asking me about. Just note that from now even if i agree with u, it does not necessary meant i am supportive of you, its simply meant i will like to see you prove ur worthiness in my believing.