Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Credits to : (attire are fully paid thou!)
- Sequins toga dress from Bonitochico
- Peach Floral Hairclips from H&M
- Necklace and earring set from Swaroski, given by best friends!
- Clutch from Peacock
- Heels from Daniel Conrads
- Blazer from H&M
- Pants from H&M
- Shirt from H&M
- Tie from Primark
- Belt from Ted baker or H&M (he has two)
- Shoes are his own
- specially tailor to his own cutting by his girlfriend herself!
Yup! my boyf has graduated!
This was taken by the Northumbria Millenuin bridge just besides bbbbb's dorm and opposite the place bbbb's mum and sis were putting up @
i share his joy in graduation.. mine's a year from now.
Friday, August 27, 2010
i can foresee this half a year to be a super busy time now.. with the new school terms and new role at work... i aim:
- not to throw my frustration at bf no matter what.. He's feeling pretty low about this friendship lately
- to pass my last sem and get a perm job with satisfying pay no matter what. I am hoping this current position adds a star to my resume
- start driving lessons.. if i can find time on top of my tight study+work schedule
- leave sunday job into Gary's care.. and concentrate my weekend with my loves one
- buck up on cherishing Cousins+Pau altogether
- clear housing debts faster than Dad has planned
Darby is really really good to me now... if he hadnt been around during this period i dunno how life can be any good. We've surived our long distance relationship, and am going stronger.... His Brother's gf just left for Aussie days ago, its the beginning of another LDR.
Somehow i saw our shadow cast on them when i heard the news.. but i know they are strong enough to withstand this years... I wont say its too long for 2 person who truly want to make "it" happen. Look at us now... one year on, after not seeing each other for 12 months... i dare say we are so good together still, it makes u jealous.
And it feels really good knowing no matter how uneven the current is right now.. you can always fall back and expect someone to stretch our their arms and hold you tight. i love how their family bond, and i am not the only one to agree on this...
Situation at home aint doing too good,. last night Dad and cousin went to her house and ransack the place for any valuable stuff, we manage to sold off her TV for some quick bucks, and there are lot more other stuff worth the $$ (and some other truly disturbing stuff that irritates the shit out of me)
Rants aside, i wanna learn driving soon, Dad has no objection to throw the car to me upon my license,.... really hope to get it going...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Am loving dinner like this... and my family took a positive changes with influences from bbbbbbbbbbb's. We officially complete our first family outing (after what seems forever) and went on to do some simple shopping at Tampinese Mall..
Friday, August 06, 2010
He said something- everyone changes! Indeed he change quite a bit since the last time i saw him- to be exact he told me it was 30kg!
You remember how you use to fell for ths guy in school and tried so hard to link him to the girl of his dream.. then in the end you ended up with him for a longer period than anyone can imagine, withstand all forms of hardship and stood up for him when he was accuse of stealing..
those were my past.. it last me from secondary till my poly years.. needless to say he was a man of impression, at least for me it was a deeper impression than anyone else.
So i saw him yesterday and after discussing with bbbbbbbb i decide to make the first move by going over to say hi for he was really busy with his work.
a little nervous at first cos afterall our ending wasnt all that pleasant.... but we had a pretty ok chat... he was more confident of himself now due to the physique loss and am very outspoken... he told me he saw me once but din came over to say hi for he was rushing off somewhere else...
isnt is strange how we can no longer talk like old friends? I felt like we were complete stranger and those overnight conversation last time seems non-existence... i do want to know how he is doing now cos afterall the him i know earlier had a hard time coping with life. I do want to know if he can cope with his life, his siblings and his family now....
I know bbbbb will support me in this feeling cos sometimes the first crush is always unforgotten... i am concern about a friend more than anything else!
but i guess.... the akwardness is there and his empowering confident makes me inferior and less "able" to strike a conversation...
in either case, i ought to thank bbbbbb for giving me the support and suggesting i should strike a conversation first. At the very least i know- he trust me enough to handover his "gentleman-ness gene" to me.. haha
Thursday, August 05, 2010
i;ve contemplate about penning down every other thoughts contain inside me for the sole reason of not wanting to sound like i am boasting...
i am leading a wonderfully great life.. and my bf and i are doing well together. I guess when two hearts found each other, nuttin comes harder for me anymore..
Remember all --" You dont miss the water till the well runs dry"
no one should wait till it is too late to regret and start missing someone else.. Cherish all you have with you one.. one very fine day you might wake up in shock cos you havent got anything left...
i wish you luck ..
till my next post.. takkaire