Sunday, October 10, 2004

the past few days has been consider tired and full-blast.!!! its either working or studying, or else it;s exam and testr...... now that exams drawing, haizx.......... really need to fully-stress myself it's high time to study!!Yet at e same time there are pple that are simply taking life too easy! if only the whole world gets busy at the same time, maybe God can create humans to be stress-free, but in that case than ppl wil be lazzy... so in conclusion , God is fair, humans are selfless!!!~ i earn money i spend them,...... not even realising it.!! things happen fast this few days, somehow i cant help but realise i am the only one whose life looks and sound so normal and dull....... if anyone were to come up and ask me how's life, my answer will most prob be: "pretty plain" i;m telling the truth fool!!! haiz......... life;s lidat, i need to do lotsa stuff, buti;m planning to leave them till after the finals.

The same question is being probed over and over again....... i;m feeling the urge too, its not that i'm not trying too?!~ but there;s no response,........ i;m just a gal, i dun have the courage and energy to do all this by myself, if only you understand,......... anyway i think you never will........ cos i;m just shy lidat, now and till the time you understand you might never know i ever feel this way...... stop bombarding me with all this, worst of all you not a single inch realise what in the world is happening......... you are living in ur own world........ dun forget me........... i wouldn't know how to handle that...........


1 comment:

sammm said...

heya.. =) hope you're doing fine and all. my promos had already ended. yipee. results would be out soon. maybe i'll just end up in poly and all. not sure. promos were bad.