RodKris

hai. i shouldn't have throw my temper on Jerk that day. could see he is facing some really serious problem.... nvm.... Jerk..... Certain things you create for yourself you face it yourself.... yes you may need time to get over it but i assure you time will heal the pain..... anyway "ren shen sia lai" is to be happy......... your mum did not bring you to the world to be always so unhappy ...... think about it........ you are only 18 yrs old.... many more people is gonna come in your way..... for that you have to get up again........ i already cheer you up..... the fact that you choose to fall back into the hole again is your own terrible mistake/.... others can help you once.. but if you choose to get back to square 1........ i am telling you frankly not the same person can get you out again....... you think carefully before falling into the hole again........
This few days are so funny.... i keep getting upset over the tiniest stuff...... and i woke up this morning to realise what a damn fool i am..... well..... life still does go on....... so i'll just make the best of it./... work at far east the past two days........ hmm..... so nice to see yet my old friends again......... Steve (uncle steve) ........ordell(uncle ordell)......Alex (Uncle Alex) and nicole...... i also saw Sabrina yesterday. and Ai lian.... hmm... especially my beloved Denise./...... even Cousin visit me....... haha.......... cousin was on her way to see Jay Chou concert ........ oh i saw Sylvester Sim yesterday....... everyone was shouting when he walk past. i seriously dun see the point why.. hmm

i can sense if Ismail and i chat further........ his mum might start to hate me...... so i told him we better reduce our conversation time....... haha/... i am meeting him later to catch a movie as well as eat dinner...... that fellow having his last paper today.........

I miss Sharon....... msg her a few days ago to work at ooo.baby.... but she did not reply.... when she reply she is busy ....... i was so piss off.. so i kind of scold her..... i am so sorry dear.... anyway she cant read this blog./........ hai. i am so sorry dear

Denise ask me to accompany her for work after i finish mine... but i promise mum to meet her at AMK... so i did not.... sorry Denise. sorry my princess......... sorry darlin

Met up with Mum and Dad and of course the stupid sis of mine..... we sent DAd to AMK to receive his Bike..... then he went off to work. Mum and sis and i went to AMK central to grab a bite... Mum is in this huge craving for the pancake with peanut... but we couldn't find it.. sis and i wanted to eat fried banana./.. so we bought some.. mum let us choose. and greedy sis bought fishball and dumpling and tapioca. i bought fried banana and green bean.. my all-time favourite.
then we went to the knitting shop and i replenish my knitting material./.. haha. make mummy pay. thanks mum!

Chat with Ismail and found out the following:
-he loves pasta, hates soft tofu (i love tofu)
-we love sambal tofu
-he likes home-made ladys-finger
-he likes shell food (but not so much for mussel)
-he dislike soup stuff (like black mee)
-there are two most person he think of non-stop: his mum and me

haha,..,, this guy is damn silly.. but he admit his mum ever ask him to choose between me and her. i told him if my mum ever ask me to stop seeing him. i will seriously consider....... cos nuttin matters more than your own parents,..... with i told him the answer to his mum question will definitely be his mum! He should not get worry about the answer

dun wanna write le.. oh ya.. i cook pasta today.. traditional Spaghetti.... oops.. Ismail call me. just a moment..................................................
he finish his paper le.... haha........he is talking again..................................................................................................................................................................
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meeting at 5pm... at town............................................................................................................................
he getting his pay..........................................................................................................................................
ok. he hung up le....... aiya. that fellow no handphone... must specify where to meet later.... ok. it is still early. i go download music and check mail le....