RodKris

Early home-outing with pau again today. We are putting new goals to our lives each time we met, and this time, it was comedy concert at esplanade, brownies from posh! and mos burger! seems as though we will never really grew tired of meeting.


Bb's at school now, work sucks as usual, we lost the entire hardwork of database built since first day of work, the feelings is like finally accumulating enuff water to last a day at a desert den tripping over a stone and pouring away the water. Deadline remains the same, number of submission remains the same, only difference this time is we practically lost everything accumulated over the week, this sucks.


School sucks too, no one was really friendly and i was a mute for a whole 3 hrs. But after forcefully tinking of ways to look on the bright side, here's the excuse bb and i came up tgr


- At least even if i am suay i still has this wonderful bf
- At least i have a stable income now
- No attention no distraction
- i can imagine bb sitting besides me and i spend all the time i feel like a loner "writing" to bb, as thouh we are secretly chit-chatting
- no friends means no break chatting and munching, time to lose weight
- i can always dial my ICE number (In-Case-of-Emergency) -- Pauline Kang
- i can call Vivien and talk nonsence till she hangs up on me
- i can act chio and be dao n ppl wont gossip abt me.
- Bb has promise to fetch me home when he returns from UK


this shall accumlate to being happy as a part-time student.


wahaha... i told bb i stop dressing up, time to dress up again, in case when bb returns, he sees another Kristal, that of a old-haggard-auntie-looking gf, and he may still probably loves me, but i cant stand myself standing next to him..



bb and Pau... pls remind me to look good and take some picture of myself...




..... i am a loner..... Kristal the loner..... i cant tink of a cool name for a loner?





okok..... Kristal the incredibly-isolated


wahaha.. Pau will do the -.-" face soon