RodKris

Super Duper fun day with Sweets!!~

i know, dun remind me, i am super duper poor too!!~ am in debts hate the feelings.

i am calculating, i need 2 more payment of canele pay if i earn an average of 400 bucks per month in canele.


$2200, so i am so far away, if Sweets haven reminded me to check my account i will never realise this reality- that i am super far away from reaching my sch fees...

why does money comes so little yet i work so many hours? Then why does money go so fast when i use so little?

Reality check!!~ i am super duper broke (yes i reminded myself that thrice today)

gotta lock up those credit card behind bars, its pilling on more n more now.

Quit those silly lowly paid jobs, i need serious income now, cant struggle with this kind of life, Even if it means giving tuition to 20 kids i wan money, faster.,,,






Ok, being poor aside, i totally enjoy my company today. Sweets is like the sweetest thing alive. but every outing with him must be plan ahead, cos some special outings means income lesser.

Baby, we might have to reconsider the coming tanning session cos i am behind debts now.


i kept reminding myself i mustnt rely on Sweets too much cos one fine day he will leave me behind and study for 3 years, by then i will struggle with this thing alone. I dun wanna use his money, i wan stable income.


I plan a long time for todays outing, really glad he enjoyed it. Thought i f**king hate the feeling of keeping within budget.


Why is money everythinbg?


Sweets drop by last night and we spend the entire nights together, it feels good to sit beside him in the car, eyes entirely on him driving, hear him mumbling to those familiar melody, sometimes adjusting the air con so i wont fall sick.


We had our all-time favourite Subway dinner. The night was spend worthwhile =)
Sweets left at 4am and i met him again later at 11, we spend sometime at his place surfing the net and helping him out with Mum's household chores, after that we head down to Vivocity and shop a little.


Sweets look super cute in the attire i chose him, and look cooler in those berms he tried at Club Marc, we ended up buying 2 berms and making him happy.


After that, in order to cheer me up and not dampen the spirit that we are both broke, we had nice pasta and Doria at Pasta Mania. Then it was movie at Gold Class GV.


anyway in short i shall not emphasize on the whole trip. When i manage to get pictures from Sweets, i shall post them all up.


The next 3 days i gave myself a break from work cos i wanna spend time with Sweets. income lesser again but i know Sweets will take care of it. Super useless me.


i cant wait to spend the next fews day, every quality time with him...



Let the Poor-luck stay away from me please/