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i hope you feel shock to realise the new blogskin image........ This Focker in my class thought me ways to do it....... like the new skin....... kind of possess the deep thought inside....... anyway i download this blog from this user...... and she mention that the skin was meant for sad ppl...... i am not sad..... but i think that is exactly the feeling my heart is feeling....... i guess i have carry on.... i guess i love the cheerful and crazy me....... but i guess certain things can be change on the outside but not on the inside...... thats just me...........

Anyway no matter what i shall still capture everything that makes me happy.........
Today was a so-call good girly day....... i woke up...... revise thru japanese homework........ make some pancake....... Dad was making the TV,,,,,,......... he is capable of repairing all spoilt things...... mum is so proud of Dad........ Mum taught me how to make pancake from scratch....... not with pancake mix........ thou i wil still prefer the pancake jack mix taste..... anyway that was morning........ afternoon..... i achieve my goal in memerizing the 46 hiragana alphabets for spelling tomorrow........ Otah Sensee is putting high hopes in me and Xinyi in our Japanese class....... so i better do a good job....... Xue Shan called me in the afternoon to ask me regarding the BM0036 work....... suddenly i feel abit wanted in the class........ am somehow glad that after the holiday everyone is making an effort to help out one another and bring the bond again.........lunch today was fun.....Mum bought Sushi material home and taught me how to do Sushi...... not that i dunno...... but i did it the important way....... which means the family is eating all that was done by me....... hmm.. proud neh........ too bad the silly dummy did not get to try my cooking today....... actually today wanted to ask Cuz for tennis but she had her daughter-dad outing...... so maybe it was plain luck....... cos i am glad we did not have tennis....... the rain was pouring hell....... even the sky is crying for the tsunami disaster........

Everyone at work is pressurising me,.......... i feel heavy on my back,........ either they call to ask me to plan schedule for them or they will ask to swop dates to workk........... gimme a break gals..... i am not in the mood right now,........

Btw....... on new year countdown,......... was suppose to go with Mail and his friends to pub...... i am inderage i know but he's got ways....... but i didn't go...... i think Mail knew earlier i was going to say no last min...... he knew me too well........ when he call at 7 to confirm what time to pick me up....... i immediately break the news to him......... but he wasn't at all angry...... he predicted it all ....... haha....... and to ensure this does not stop us from meeting each other........... the dummy bought tickets for the movie i wanted to watch...... "Meet the fockers" he is sweet i know..... i am trying my best not to take it for granted too........ and guess what ,...... i only tell him i wanted to catch "Meet the fockers" like the day before....... he take every single word i say seriously..... i am so blessed...........

Yesterday..... 2/1/05/......... working,........ really no money le...... that morning went to shopping with my dear Sharon....... we are in the mood to tailor our stuff...... so we went to buy cloth.......... spend 45 bucks on them... that night......... relly no money le...... then jocelyn working...... not Denise........ althiou sat she cannot achieve the target of 100hundred........ in her mood...... i thought..... aiyah:" can help then help....." so i use up the last bit of my money and bought oil from her...... ok lah./... i benefit too........ so not bad lo./........ i think certain things i must not be too kind......... anywya i am planning to donate money to the tsunami ....... not too much to spare..... btu must not let mummy learnt about it..... i think she might scold me....... i think donate 50 bucks ok ok right...... hai.......dun wan to talk about the disaster....... makes my heart sink only.........

pierce my ear again,........... the top part...... not pain...... thinking of piercing my nose...... aiyah this kind of things better discuss with cuz first... dunno why but towards this matters...... cuz seem to know best.


this few days very close to dear sharon...... must remind myself not to neglect princess De........ and not neglect Sammie..... and cousin ...... and Mail......

shit i put on a lot of weight this few days........ better do something