RodKris

It's truly funny few days...... feels like God finally decides to send one of his angels to me......... and i am loving it!..... to begin with was the fact that Sharon Dear and i got closer day by day...... so the time when we did not contact for a while does not really matter i think,............. but i must not neglect Denise dear........ cos den she will lost her angel.........


Angel reads my mind..... knows what i am thinking...... was it the horoscopes? or was i just in my happy days... i feel so light this days....... so light i dun even feel hungry anymore....... went swimming with Sharon today....... then it was as usual lunch...... but we had a huge portion of Mac............ Sharon join her school swimming team like i already mention....... she acc me swim in the morning then again in the night....... Dear ah,. u better take care of urself............
REad Denise blog todays...... was i thinking the wrong way? but she mention she went to countdown with a guy friend and 2 more couples....... and she said she got her warmth in the cold night by the guy she only know that day........ maybe it was just sharing jacket........ maybe they hug? i am pretty worried for Denise esp since she only know him like on that day....................
Missas tennis...... tomorr i am meeting Shi Xiang in the night to play tennis at his condo........ told Mail about it,...... he is quite understanding lah... told me to have fun

okok...... now for my usual updates; me and Mail............ oh,...... i must say i am in the limelight this days..... perhaps its because of him......... pple start to agree i stop being grouchy as compare to those days where i seem to pull my face everywhere i walk........... anyway something GREAT happen........ hmm..... dunno good or bad lah...... but it was a neutral thing.........

okok....... anxious sia? haha,.... heres what happen........ that day was talking to Sharon dear and asking her why Mail and i seem to be shy whis talking to each other while dating....... i mean, yah we do hold hands and stuff.. but the feeling is like..... i tend to keep things i wanna tell him from him...... and i dun dare to show him my concern even thou i care....... so i throw every things out to Sharon dear, and she conclude perhaps our dist is still not shorten........ the cure? hahaha................... maybe a kiss will bring the dist closer...........]

ok that was one day....... so the next day i was working with Candice,......... our supervisor....... and i told her what Sharon dear say......... and guess what.. she nod her head vigourously and agreed!! but the one things she and Aunty lily cannot believe is..... that althou i use to date Mail in Sec sch times for about 3 years...... we have never kiss before... or what......we were the real "pureLy" dating couple....... they laugh at me...... then they ask me if we did kiss now? i mean as in after we start seeing each other again since 8/12/2004...... i say no...... then they laugh even louder....... (what was that suppose to mean? maybe i am naive)

okok...... these 2 incidents makes me really consider the issue about "kissing" haha......... i mean it is not as if this was my first kiss....... but this man is different....... so i put the thought away...... mind you, he is a true Muslim....... and a stupid pig like me will think Muslim are those "guai guai"! haha........ okok.....

yesterday 5/12/05..... that dummy came to pick me up as usual....... so i thought it was another day...... did not even bother to dress up....... when he reach..... i turn to look..... oh my gosh!!!! his friends was with him...... so that fellow good lah.. past few days is my class mates saw him...... so now he taking revenge......... haha...... so his friend and him left for dinner..... i was given this grace period to pack up........ ah!!!! what was i to do? makeup? clean up?!~~~~~~~~~`` i was in the shop...... it was useless....... in the end? i use the mascara the next shop gave us........ all done.!!! he came again....... pick me up and brought me to the fast food his friends were at........ we all left togther to play pool........ waited for a while for hisother friends to arrive........ but i had to leave so we did...... say sorry to his friend and we left.......took a LONG bus (as in like a 1 hours plus journey... 2 stupid fools!) and we talk alot on the bus ....... first time we talk so much...... not on the phone but facing each other......... then i slept in the bus...... while later reach yishun..... went down and to the next bustop for him to go home........... that was the funniest part......... i think we kiss/~!?!?!?!?!?.?!~ he initiate it..... so we erm... just a peck lah....... but i was shock and blushing and i quickly turn away and walk ......... walk home with his wallet!!!!! he had to chase after and call out 3 times my name before i woke up and realise>>> oops!!! ..... gave him his wallet....... that was the day........ he knew what i was thinking....... am i gonna fall into this guy for quite some time????????????....... hehe,........ maybe........

okok......... so you know my secret now.......... hehe...... i tthink angel is around me........ thanks ange;.......