RodKris

went to vivien hse todae, study a/c, in the morning, went jogging, acrually wanted mummy to join me, but she chose sleeping over jog. jogging in the morning is weird, the people are old, but the after feeling is great, ifeel so light, like a mission accomplish. i brought necklace to Vivien, it is for her birthday, dun think i can meet her on that dae cos i am having prelim, have to persevere now cos happiness comes later. check JeRk diary todae, i check everydae, he did not update, acc to him, he lent it to sum one else. have the urge to go shopping, to be free, but i assume now, studying and going to cuz place is satifying enough. i dun have the motivation, anyway the idea of jogging was to win Sharon. that day wheni wrote her a letter, we hug, i hug Denise to, oops, her hug is very comfortable, a kind of everything-is-fine feeling, definitely not a love kind of feeling, she is a girl mind you. i just feel her hug can ease me of my tense. As for Sharon, i do admit i dun have the similar feeling for her hug, but it was an assurance that our friendship is still strong, watch "BRING IT ON" vcd with cuz today, the show is nice, very realistic, and the ending was even realistic, no happy ending like they make it to the top, instead, they got second in the cheer compeition but is still happy, cos unity counts. During the national day cheering competition this year, our class was really lame at first, no one had the motivation to strive for a gud result, i dunno why i had the feeling to do so, it was about time to go to slp, and i had this feeling to bring hip hop into the cheer, i find the idea imply fresh and new. When the rehearsal starts, no one wan or attempt to start, i was mad at first, then i had this greater urge to make th first move, i let my heart boils while i ate my lunch. and the nxt thing u noe, i dash into the classroom and push table and chairs to create space for rehearsal, every one ont he classroom look at me as if i was sum kind of a freak, i couldn't careless, i keep doing it and i noe by then i had motivate sum somehow interested ones to join me, within a few min we did it, the guys( junming, huiquan, jianji and others) were playing cards, i mention nuttin and leave their space aside, making them feel weird themselve. i brought my music stand and place them in the front, i got Denise to write the cheer on a vanguard i brought, people ask me what to do, i ask them for opinion, i got Samuel to do the drumbeat with me, he rejected sum he find difficult, we decide on the MVP valentine theme song- Shining baby, drum beat. Sivan sang the rap, me and Samuel did the drumbeat, later we got YanWai , Denise (whu requested to enter), Eugene( help alot inthe poster) and Bruno (did the loudest and most mistakes) together we sat in the middle of the stage, the others sang cheer and dance, Sivan did the rap marvellously. slowly, we pass the audition, 4/9 whu at first did nto get in, Marcus/lawrence requested to get in and they did cos 5/1 gave up suddenly. 4/10 and 4/8 were feelign unfair, we were even determine to win them, the practice after audition pass is a torture, we quarrel, i cried because of the damn hui quan, me and cynthia (later yan wai and Cynthia) quarrel cos of disagreement, Cai yun was in it at first, later she ran away to help Vincent ( see! haiz......) sharon at that time supported Cynthia, i hated them, so do others....... Quarrels after quarrels, finally we cam up with the idea of Zhiiwei bringing them in as PAP member, shouting "Vote for 4/8, Vote for 4/8........." we then play the drumbeat on the table and Sivan the rapper. it was marvellous, in the end, 4/10 won, they had a bunch of flirty girls, doing pompom, most importanly, Mr Chia was up there too, a pity Mrs Ng did nto join us, eventually , 4/10 won, 4/8 was second, i was sad , but later realise winning was not important, unity was, hui quan is still a disappointment, but at least the other tried........... hehe