RodKris

today is bio remedial and band, Matt Cocky is in Singapore until this sat, the commitee must stay back during the week from 1-3 tull he goes back to Australia, we learnt American basic marching, me and Sylvia tok, i told her what happen, that Sharon and Cynthia split, Denise is back and the'three' of us are together agian, i dun liek the feeling,i began to hate Shron, First she compared her breast against mine, now her friends, Even Cynthia agree that she cannot be trusted, i dun understand why she always wants to compare with me, though i told her that i enjoy competition, i dun mean things u cannot change like my breast, is she really jealous or sumthin, i can tell she is trying very hard to outwit me, i feel terrible, i just wanna be happy, i noe Denise has amotive for wanting to be with us, obviously she dump Xin Yi for us, i simply dun like it, i can tel the others feel the same, enough of them, i really feel sick and tired badmouthing them. Well, Cynthia sis went to ROM yesterday, she and her boyfriend finally got together and settle, i think it sounds so holy and happy. i wish them all the best here, a long realationship and a pretty stable one, i dunno about me, i dun think i have the luck to find one gud and everlasting one, even is there is, it is not for me, boys around are enough to make me lost hope! JeRk........... haha, i feel very bad each time i finish complaining to Sylvia, sum time i noe certain parts i simply exaggerated, i hope i can get rid of this prob, so that i do not lost friends. Ab ex deyian recently died, overdose of sleeping pills, they say. Mrs Chee ask me about it, i have no idea, he was Ismail friend, i think i saw him looking Ismail up o teachers day, he even visit deyi on teacher's day, people cum people go, one day we see themone day they are gone, we never learnt to appreciate them until we miss them, i really hope this lesson is a gud one to remind me and others around to be thankful for our each day, and to miss everyone like u cannot see them anymore........... and hopefully i will learnt not to badmouth too much and to study even better, i am studying now, sumwhat like wan to study even more than Sharon, she sound like she study everyday , all the time,it boils me, and oso 'motivates' me to study even harder, Jia you...............