It was a unconcious attempt to upload all this pic onto my blog, i was reluctant (of course i am !!) to show that side of me, where flesh are like marshmellows, being squash up at the wrong place.

Yet it taste so nice mind you!!!

Yeah i was on an tanning excavation after all those job searching and relaxing crap, i finally decided to spend an adequate amount of time doing things that will benefit me in the long run. And bloggin will be vital as it helps brush up my english (erm-hem!! Viv)

Now that my only on-call basis kaki (pauline Kang Pei Ling) has start her dreadful school, and Viv has a termite infested house, i utilise my free time hanging out with friend whom i have missed on, and who never gave me up!

So you see Apel Yap Wan Leng here, my major tanning kaki at the moment for we are both free-lance, meaning to say we are highly free yet open to job option. hahahah..












This is one hell of a pic i love, not that my boobies look exceptionally big or wat, my collar bone and arms just fits!!!












Apel Yap Wan Leng, a hottie hottie babe with the wrong attire all the time (in my opinion, i shall not strongly encourage you all to believe me as my perception may be wrong)









This pic is fucking funny, Apel for a while, tot i was ignoring here when i close my eye for a rest, turns out i was TRULY asleep, you can see the shot she took when she is convince i really did fell asleep, on a fucking hot day under the fucking scorching sun,
--> www.apellena0932.blogspot.com
Anyway she took that pic of me as soon as i woke up, haha like a cute baby (my description)









She was finally happy cos now someone is keeping her company













We played some really really stupid stuff by the beach, such as setting the camera on auto mode, so each time i click it i ran back to the spot and prepare to take pic, you can probably tell by now how much i suck at doing this.













This was a stupid attempt to scare her when all she cares for is to pose for the camera













more of the pretty pretty me, love it!!

I was wearing a green flowery bikini by the way, it was something i never imagine myself in, just had the random tot of looking different since i was always stuck with the red bikini!!













Yeah you are right we suck as a lesbian couple cos she is hot and i have boobies, big loss for the guys... so nope, it aint gonna happen









I admit i have no idea why this pic was taken
































Our oversize figure, time for gym old-mate













Some dropping boobies for the underage













A stupid attempy using timer to prepare for a jumping shot, we ended up taking pic of pre-jumping shot, so heres how stupid i look

























Some succeeded jump shot, after apel gave up on me













my sassy sexy saucy tanning mate













and the best old KristaL you always know













Salute!!












Clouds!

isnt it a useful meal!! this day when food was no longer a trend i found a way to make myself feel stupid.

I went to work yesterday and on the way bought a choco-doughnut cos choco on a bloody day was the only thing that could possibly cure tat damp-spirit pain. There was a really sugar-doughnut-ball going at 10cent each so i got myself like 5?!!! i bought another of my all timefavourite seaweed-tuna bread and tat was all that lasted me the whole day!

u could possible say that was enough since the calories and fat possibly add up to more than one could have in a day. Oh well, life is learning wat Kristal had for a full day meal.

When i went home, mummy cook like a huge bowl of beehoon for me, which i took a little for lunch, for breakfast today and lunch and possibly dinner.

HAhaha, u may find it funny like me but that could save me a big big bunch of note


And here i shall introduce my daughter cum only outin partner for the moment cum clar's besties cum no one's favourite idol- Nicole Scherzinger!!

She was formerly, or maybe still the leadsinger for team Pussy cat dolls. And yes, like many others i was disgusted at the team itself, but pau manage to place her like no others, when she show me the video clips of their MTV as well as some of her solo, i must agree this PCD can survive no more without this lady as she was practically the only object film in the entire PCD MTV.
Some of her solo has made hits, many of which may sounds pretty familiar to you
- BABYLOVE
- WHATEVER YOU LIKE
etc..

Anyway Pau has encourage me to take up this clothing style like hers, despite my out of shape figure, and some stints about her hair that she tink suits me right from the start, so i am giving it a shot!!!!

Anyway for Denise and Pau, u might be interested in this blog --> http://www.peonykiss.wordpress.com

which i found recently, dun say i am too late pls.

i am an empty shell with no soul. Sometimes i think i am trying it all abit too hard.

i had lost the entity, the privileges a teenager deserve and times are cropped up and timetable are filled up with jobs, with money making opportunites.

i had lost the right to choose my kind of life, the freedom to make a right decision.

I have only, the support, the tiniest bit that matters from those who care.

That is keeping me going. Sharon Darlin has been blogging, this shows the world is revolving at a new evolution and i am going to fall back being a omni-age-alien.

When Sharon mention the 10 person she wants to keep in her life if God had been that cruel, i tot of mine too.

1. Grandma, whom was not around anymore, but oh well, she holds a plc, forever

2. The mum and dad, they only get one plc since they belong as one

3. Cuz Viv cos without her i am turn into some siao ah lian that slashes her wrist and wait for her number for abortion & Ray

4. Denise cos she matters, in an unexplainable, highly irritating way

5. Sharon, cos without her involvement in problem, i never had the chance to be the saviour, without her need for "ATTENTION" (hashaha) i can never the "one to show concern at the right time"

6. The man, but time will never tell, he might just leave me one day, but for now, without his patience, i might end up throwing my temper on the wrong person

7. Pau & clar, haha, again i am greedy

8.

9.

10. Hai^er, i cant believe i save the last plc for her, i guess even if u lost the dearest person on earth, u have me to count on babe. I am ur other arm of support now that Dad is no longer around

u might have notice i save the other 2 space, cos right now i dunno if they deserve to fall on this list yet.

haven had a life so i cant really blog like a normal blogger.

and the dearest Takasago clan invited me for a nights out at TOPONE and it was real fun.

Haven felt like this, they make me feel at home despite all this time i wasnt there anymore.

And Low-por still loves me, hahahahah..

Tina says i sing like a young kid, Agnes says she like my voice,

How on earth did i become that Goddess!!!!!

There is a traditional custom in Singapore, and i believe for every Chinese citizen, that is to pay respect to our ancestor who had passed on.

i had always comtemplate on visiting my grandma as it was a very very meaningful thing for me to do, however (excuses!!) i was always stuck with work and there were case where mum had warn me against going, as there are cab going in on normal days, but there might not be any cab to sent u out. I shall be stuck inside till someone dear come fetch me.

Ok on this day i cancel all my workshift cos i needed to see grandma very much. There has been so many things going on, and i can hardly breathe. I have to work work and work.

Been working shows, part time, retailer,sometimes promoter, waitress!! u name it i've done it, i work like 4 jobs and hardly has time for frens.

However i am very very very glad to have fren who understands and often show their support towards my action. Let us all remember we cannot change my decision once made. So do me a favour juust go with my flow.

Ok i am running off track. So this day we had a special cusine prepare for my uncle, my grandma, my grandpa, my paternal grandma, my great-grandparents. Mummy suggested we do sushi!!!

It was a peaceful day at the crematorium, as usual the sun rise beautifully like how u"ll expect to see them on a beach house! i am beginning to think my ancestors are all very very lucky pppl cos the only view i get from my bedroom windows are those of ppl next flat, cooking, beating up their kids, surfing the net and sometimes walking out the bathroom (hahaha)

























































I had resort to taking the beaitiful scenery to allow u all a glimpse of all that peace u can expect to enjoy on the journey there as well as the place itself.

I shall also thank you the man for his help, unloading and loading those big bags of joss paper and food and lending me a shoulder to lie on whilst the bumpy journey on the lorry to the cemetery, we had to all squeeze into a lorry as there was a tight security check at the cemetery, incase Mas Selamat eats the food we offer. (yeah right) we did not wan to waste time looking for parking space too,

The adults reward us with a dim sum treat from Tung Lok, which the man eagerly ordered his favourite carrot cake. Cantonese!!!!

Dear Denise,

thank you for your support!!~

My darling came to support me with Green Apple Green tea bubble tea and bought some stuff from us. !!!~ I also pass her the bath salt! And she was so supportive la, even thou her jokes aint funny (hahahahha).

Anyway i am working in Marina Square atrium now, there is a big sales going on and lotsa of skin care range and cosmetic range, my brand is SANA, the japanese brand u often see in SASA and John Little, selling slimming series and cosmetic.

I can only say the slimmng series works cos i've tried it myself.

Anyway thank you Denise for your support, even thou u are the only on who turns up now, thank thanks!!!!!!!! dun forget ur promise to turn up this week for more stuff.,, haha

no one will force u to buy,,,, i am damn kind (anyway the sales does not come to me.

TAKASAGO INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD

This is one place i dun think i can forget within a short span of time. While i am lazing ard the house this days doing nuttin, i cnt get my mind off thinking of those time spend in this building tat often reminds me of seafood early in the morning.

Its been a week since my contract ends with Takasago, and i really miss the place very much, especially those funny times i spend with wifey, AKA low-por.

As this is also my first official job after graduation, i was initially scared of the company's tense working environment, the people tend to get busy all the time and very often we hear how they miss slp just cos theycouldn't get their mind off work the next day.

my role in the company was small and unnoticeable but days were running fast when it gets busy and i feel very very useful.

Low Por and i shared different dark secret, haha., one i have carried with me till i depart, but i still have the urge now and then to reveal it out. So i envy my low-por for her perserverance to keep it low.

There is Sharena too which i cant forget, we wil msg each other now and then to update how she is doing. Its true tat the beginning now she is not use to the replc's working style, but after a while it will all be smooth.


cant blog any longer, i miss Sharen and Sharena!!!!

It was a pleasant (yet fucking fucking fucking full ) dinner at the Shokudo with Jean as well as us, DKS. It was Denise's idea to celebrate it with Jean since she couldnt make it for her party den.

So as to say, as usual my two OL are prettty late so basically Jean and i had the time to ourselves to take umpteens photos.

As much as Jean complains about my photo taking lousy skills, i know deep inside she likes it la, otherwise why will she insist i create shots for her friendster back then.

So we cam whore a little, basically gettig lotsa food and waiting for my 2 little princess. Denise was in her newly-bought yellow tube which compliment the vintage supposedly-high-waist belt i got her for christmas. She pair the tube with a black skinnes and burberry looking scarf. Nice nice!!!






























Jean and i cam whore while waiting for the rest of them, check out her cute features, its hard not to want to squeeze her cheek!!




































Jean got bored as i was busy reporting the Man as usual, so while i was smsing she demand to take a pic which is why u see the screen save on my phone, which devotedly screen pics of us, romantic!!!







































The artsy side of me took this pic, and till i return home i realise my new contact lenses actually gives me a comical look, so much so that i look like i hav drawn outline on the outer rim of my eyeballs, !!!! so funny, so me




























The policy there comes with a first come first serve, so we had our reserves tag plc on the table meanin to say this table is highly untouchable!! i guess the system works better in Japan where ppl are way more systematic cos in Singapore Jean and i are constantly eager to switch our reserve tag to better seats by our side. (Which we eventually did with the help of one of the staff there, thanks Mr Moustache)




















With this close up shot u probabl realise by now the ball bearin of my piercing has came off, i stupid took it off to stick the Crystal that has drop off the ball and now faces difficulty getting them back. Am gonna seek help with the gals soon since the man complains his fingers are too big for tiny stuff like this and since he refuse to cut his nails for me -.-"















Cam whore is not just my hobby apparently!!1



















Heres is the pioneer batch of cam whorers for your kind attention














The same camera model, jealous jealous



















My strange scandel, hahaha, she and i amlook alike dun u tink




















p/s. on a side note, i am gonna blog abt the wonderful bunch of ppl i met in Takasago and also the very very very significant present i received on the last day, which touch me deeply and makes me wonder how i could survive not crying on my last Day.. i miss my Low-gong there (Hong Kong version as we were determine to be HK couple)

The only grandchild in the house, the hairy thing (who recently had an reluctant bad shaved)
The spoily little thing (who was consider too big at 1yr old)

i am jealous of this little hairy ball so as his "ah-yi" i shall publicize the good treatment he gets in the house














Dad and mum never fails to sit around the living room and play with Hori, he is so spoilt la, and always gets the attention he wants, hmpf!!!~














Strange thing is Dad and mum, me and my brothers are sisters like talking to Hori in human language, Bro says he understands it better than those barking we tried so hard to communicate with. Hori usually walks away each time we bark at him.










































i look stupid in this pic, but this is the one he bother to look in the camera, stupid and spoilt dog










































Sis says hori makes a good broom










































He moves on after getting attention from me and went to Mum, who pampers him too










































"i am enjoying my pampered life"















Dad "be good now, u'll be famous being blogged online"

The man (mine) is a typical Ah Beng in the past and this very day i saw the same boy i remember in year 2004.

That Ah beng who plays pool, walk from bugis to marina sq, arcade car racing and finally bowling.

Those were the days when Ah beng do funny things like this and i suddenly feel like the stupid ah lian back in those days




mind you it was like 12pm when they did this















My eye were sore, my skin pain frm the tanning, and i had to put on a smile cos all his frens were around



















damn bored watching them play games, but i promise the man not to mention or complain ant the his fren when i am out with them . so i wont mention much now,

That very faithful day i was 12329084359348534% lucky enough to meet Clarinda online, we had webcame and chatted for about 2 hours, afterwhich many many memories were brought back and i finally promised Pauline i will blog today, hopefully my determination last.

I was also very very hardworking in putting up alot of picture together so loading time is saved. aint i a very very considerate person?( haha cos i am jobless now ma)

This is the cause of that very very gross cut on Pau's fingers. She got them while piercing all the holes on this album which in the end did not end up being an album cos the edge came off.

i find this album very touching and many of the pic tat Pau and Clar took were veryvery nice!!!!

This are the supporters are so-call VIP gang during my 21st birthday. Denise and Sharon were so sweet when they agree to join us in sending Clarinda off. It was even sweeter when they brought their spouse along

Times when Clar and pau were busy entertaining the other ppl we dunno we ended up taking pictures and Caifu and i had this really realy cute haunting video clips. So funny but a pity i can post it here for all to view

My cuz came for a short while but that was tot ful of her too!!!`

dead beat dun wanna blog le

I have a interesting idea, one that i dun think alot of ppl had tot about so i am gonna expose it here just so you all know i was the pioneer batch to ever think of suchthings, and thou it may sound just so so so random, who knows one day you might be interested to tk this idea too and start feeling stupid cos i tot of them first.

I wanna make laptop casing and sell them on DkrisS.

www.dkriss.blogspot.com

mum has suggested my source of sponge, so i will start making them soon to test their realiability and fear not cos ur laptop are secure with those thick sponge cover. The cloth used will me carefully chosen and comes in all shades so u can now find prety laptop case that suits ur style.



i wanaa get rich!!!1


ok.. some random shots,



















I got this for chinese new year this year, din know it could look so casual too, so i worn it to town one fine day, what do you think?


















it actually compliments my shape and make me look less short















somemore shots to make u jealous, damn cheap high waist skirt (its free cos i got them from my workplace)

A daY aT Takasago~!!
Here's a normal day at my job for half year. Each morning i reach this place with smell of shrimp powder, coffee powder and if you are lucky- honey dew micron powder.















The vital role of my position is to stare at the outlook and make sure all the purchase we've sent out are in order, negotiation of price will be pass on to the purchaser. Quantity issues(such as minimun order quantity have to consult my in-charge)

When all are confirmed i will revise the price and send back the Purchase order and cont keeping track.














Here are my daily tool, importantly the punch holr and staple cos everything done here are very manual, the system we use are not up to date or friendly















There is a very funny policy here at Takasago that makes it a very family-oriented company. That is the fact that we have a commitee in charge of the health welfare of the company, and every now and then we get free dose of funny fruits to perk our day, sometime there are jogathon invites, Sports council free membership and very often- shopping vouchers ( i call it retail-therapy

God Bless Singapore, Sharon finally blog again.

i took the chance and log in and finally some tiny words words pop out there appear different from those i've been reading for the past months. hahha.

Utterly disappointed with Singapore today, cos the restaurats are fully book. Sharon and i are upset our well=planned day was almost ruined by Kiasu- ppl who reserve table back last wed.

Nevertheless we are heading to a nice ambience (completely different from plann) filled with uncountable loads of food and complete with dessert of different style. I cant wait.

The dress theme today was dressed up, got this inspiration from Destiny_escape's party theme. Its only till my rehearsal today that i realise i haven got any dress-up stuff. Those overly-dressed dresses ain't suitable for a day in the office and a night at the party. So yeah, gotta get some fashion mag later to enlighten myself.

Denise has gotten Coach, flowers, Long Champ, DKNY so far. What i have prepare was amongst those rank together with this brands, however, i still hd that fear if the present was not good enough.

i guess we all just wanna each others' birthdy to be the best. Present are prepare on the thought of making that someone happy, so i hope she is.

I worn my black dress with pearl, the one i was force to buy and ended up liking. I t was far from dress-up so i hope my looks (erm-hem) can fufil the rest.

Finally, after a long while, this is a solely DKS night out. (Pau is an exceptional since she is my baby). I hope it will all turn out well.

Been busy creating a dream, been hogging on the internet day to night and vice versa.

Been checking up on restaurants, been dreaming of luxury. Haha, i am gonna be broke achieveing them this week.

Along my agende for this month include 2 21st bithday parties (of which one has already used up 10% of my pay for this month, lucky girl you!!!!)
- There is a theme party at Little Harrys along Keppel Bay, for Destiny_escape 21st birthday

- There is a tiny party with my besties Denise (which cost me that hole in the pocket)
- There is Jean's party (which was pretty good cos i get to see most of the long lost colleagues)
- Preparing for SYF 2008 DEYI!!! DEYI!!!!
- There is a no-party but present for Bitch, whom i first knew back in 2004
- There is the shopping or fare well gift for my colleagues from Takasago.

and i am looking forwrd to countless trips to visit Pau at her workplace, chill for 5 min at the cloaing Starbucks, meetup with Cuz Viv for puttin on weight. Pau is my baby la!!

We are dating to catch Step Up 2 together.. Besties, any of you available to add on to the participants' list?

Am i wanna date Hai^er, be the closest one to her after her Dad's dismissed. I wanna wait patiently till things gets better for me and her (that CJ girl). I wanna hang out with Apel and her tinted-glasses BF.

i wanna make this month fruitful, and the man is supportive.



Denise probably receive mostly good stuff for her birthday, suddenly got pretty worried if mine was good enuff, thought it did cost me a pretty big hole in my pocket, it had overall been a little of everything nice (which adds up to alot of little cost here and there). i cant wait to see how those silly guys spend aimless money splurging on her, but we all know what Denise wants inside.

She need someone to get her something special, that special is a myth, so is she.


-----------------RANDOM-------------------------------------------------------

the book "My Sister's Keeper" is so awesome. thanks Pau and Viv for recommending them. They are so identical they read the same book. The story's ending is so ironic. For someone as soft-hearted as me, i cried so hard towards the end the storyline affected me for a while.

I also did a quick summary of the story and told it to the man. Who for once, admit and agreed with me that the book is truly unique. Pau has just passed me another novel by the same author, Jodi Picoult, i cant wait to lay my eyes on them. ahahha

Shall i do one quick summary here too?
basically Anna and Kate are sister 2 years apart. Kate was born weak with some illness (God knows that name, but it was a serious seriuos case of Leukemia cum kidney failure and cancer)

The doc told Sara and Brian (Mum and Dad) that the only way to save her was a transplant, of which non of their children or them are suitable donor. So Sara did a genetic test and had Anna, who was almost geneticlly identical to Kate, so her purpose of existence was to donate whatever she had to her sister.

I got this sharp pain on the upper part of my tummy, slightly below the "breast"
i skip my lunch, but had lotsa of funny snacks after that.

how does it feel like to have appendicities?

there are so many thoughts on mind.....

There was this time i was alone in this new school and everyone around me was a new species of human-like figure created for the purpose ofpleasing themselves and achieving their selfish aim of standing higher than any others. i was one of them.

We had stupid game of orientation, there were names like "raunchy Rachael, Dainty delvina..."i had answer like a typical mixed sch ah lian.. i was "kiasu Kristal"She was "S" something i couldn't remember, since non of us stands out like the popular girl in school...

it wasn't till we both identify ourselves as the heavier one in school that things starts to grow. Back then both of us were in the TAF club which means we had to come to school way earlier and do the stupid jog.

i learn that she was different from the other girls in school cos for once, she didn't differentiate me as the mixed sch gals to the girl sch girl

We became too familiar as friend. so much so that it was no big deal opening up to her. She was everything to me in JC cos she was my most trueful companion. Despite being the same age, i was jealouos she always make up her mind and achieve wateever she decides to do. i told her i was poor and had to work for my JC and she was damn ok about it.

There were times i was so poor i had no money for lunch, but it didn't stop us from hanging out after school. she will have no problem forking out watever money we have to get us a small packet of fries and a 50cent ice cream cone each, den we will sit by Mac and spend hours doing nuttin.

the man was a Jerk then and everything could prove it. she had a arse of a bf too. we cry together and get thru it all.

Years on, one very fine day, when i learn all the while while i quit JC and head to poly, she was down with something serious. That very night i cried like no tomorrow blaming mysel for not being by her side. I went online, bought a earring i tot will look better on no one but her. i send it to her place.

Years on again, she contacted me and told me she had enrol in NYP, i was glad we are able to hang out more often, bt some'how things are different- I was the one to ignore her, and SHE was the one to suffer"

you know sometime guilt gets you forever? when we were both in poly, i will sneak time off to chat with her and we will crash lessons to talk about nuttin. She loves her choc and i will get her the Kinda Bueno, hoping times will reverse and we are both as fat, talking about ways to slim down again. but deep inside, i was secretly jealous of her, cos i still think she has it all- a course everyone desire, a fantastic figure. i wanted to be like her

I HATE IT SO MUCH THAT I AM LIVING IN THIS COMPETITIVE WORLD. i dunno wat got into me but since i was brought into this world, it was all about competiting, to be the best. looking back, i wish i wasn't like this. I had all along tot money was everything and money is the only thing i hadn't got/. i got fucking preoccupied with job, pleasing my boss and getting higher pay. bt i was deeply exhausted inside, you will reach this point where you cannnot climb any further, but i was far from there. the devil inside me has so much stamina, i reach this point i ignore practically everything around me. Home was a shelter away from money and a complete waste of time. friends were a desire and a role model i wanted to become. Even those earning lesser was a role model cos they seem to enjoy watever they are doing and i wanna be them too.

Money was so much everything till my 20th birthday where i had a bad fight with Dad and leaves home, hiding in a place i wish no one finds out. That night Dad cried for me, the mand finds me, Mum drive around the area hopint to spot me. But i was just there, by the reservoir thinking and wishing i was born richer.

that period.. i lost a friend, my trust in the house, my health and a soulmate.

it ironic that years ago, when the man was still a Jerk, it was her who had to talk me out of leaving him and giving him another chance. Till date, it was the man who was talking to me to give this friendship another try.

5 months ago , i was crying river cos she told me how much she has been thru this one yr. For once, my heart ache again. I never want to take friendship seriously but i cant. SHE was the girl i swear i will treat to small fries and ice cream cone when i get richer.

yesterday i tot, since she can give her bf another try, when he was down and out. Why cant she give this friendship another try, i cried myself to bed and the man was around to make me feel better. i rehearse a million times in my head the things to blog abt in case she reads my blog. i hate her last night.

today, while i was at work, i re-rehearse another new entry to make my point to her that she was wrong. in the afternoon, i sat down, and think again and then something different pops out.

i felt guilty and painful, the ignorance she has been giving me, and i realise...............................................................................................





this was the pain i had inflicted on her too. When i got home half an hour ago, i re-compose another entry to her, and this time, it became true.

i on my lappy at 12.55pm, after hanging out with Pau-angel and the man and his friend, and type whatever i could remember during my shower.

i trash this to my cuz and she is talking to me, at 1 plus asking me if i wanna give up on this friendship. and i am crying again telling her how much she might have been thru.

Friendship is important to me and i wont give it up, even if it takes me another year to win back a friend. i will.

i cant stop crying.,. but this is not the solution

Why didnt' time pass faster? I am 23min away from knocking off from work into a weekend of my 2nd and 3rd job.

i told Pau that the international clock-man has decided to lengthen the time in the day and shorten them at night. My ass is burning but the tick on the clock din move abit. Thinking about that, it only means the other side of the Globe people gets to slp longer cos their time is almost the complete opposite of ours. Hmpf!!! Mr International-Time had better get facts right. Dun mess with me!!!!

Yesterdays Yong Tau foo was something i had been longing for since................. SO LONG AGO!!!
Denise's Mum makes the best yong tau foo and Sharon and i learn quite abit (including how to make the paste stay on tau-foo without slipping off)

Photo-taking session was equally fun if not for the Bimbo-tic Denise who told me the digi-cam was in her bag. I search in and out and confirm that it wasn't/ we ended up taking pic with the phone cam- which wasn't really of good pixel. It was only till the 2nd outfit that the Bimbo saw her very-proud digi-cam, lying comfortably in the comfort of her bed.

......................... the world is becoming bigger cos things that are so near get lost besides us and we will never realise.

Am i not proud of my Besties!!!! hahaha.. bloopers after Bloopers!!!!
I am gonna get on track and mk the best out of the whole Dkriss revamp operation. Then we can move on to DkrisS clothing line.

i'll be famous one day, together with my besties. You'll be proud wearinf our outfit and flaring them on the street.

Been dreaming alot haven't i.. ? haha.. Gonna meet my adopted Angel for a chill-out at anywhere later. We haven got a plan.


AND I WANNA CONGRATULATE MY VERY OWN COUSIN WHOM I AM PROUD TO ANNOUCE HAS SCORED 2As IN HER A'LEVELS.

Probably wont see her in SIM anymore.. but thats good news.


after my long post, the stupid time has move much,... i am 15min away from freedom..





where's the key?

My Footsie Fettish

i Think i have odour on my foot!!!~ it smells like unwashed clothes hang to dry, and mum forget to bring them in so its soak, yet clean.

Here are a recommendation (thanks to Mee Pok-phyllis Tan)

- one cap ful of Dettol

- 2 spoonful of white vinegar

- half a pail of warm water.

you pour all into the pail and soak your feet for 1/2 and hour, alwhist watching your channel 8 drama. In between, rub your foot against each other cos only the balance coarse on each feet and remove themselves off.

-----------1/2 and hour pass.........----------

by now your feet smell like a disinfect piece of harden meat.

recommendation to remove the dead cell (all thanks to myself & experiments)

- take the foot scrub, conviently bought at all leading supermarket, NOT THOSE METALLIC KIND, get those sand paper kind that looks almost like your nail-file, except bigger, better!!~

-scrub your foot well. balance on both side, after which wash it clean with mild soap ( i always use Johnson Baby milk bath... mild and nice)

- wrap your towel around the foot and clean them dry like you always did to your hair.

-moisturise your foot with milk lotion, after which wear a thick sock and sleep a night with it.

--------------one night pass-----------

-my baby foot form!!!! remember to apply oil on your toenail, (either special oil-nail or Johnson baby oil)

----------------if all else fail--------------

-pay for a pathetic pedicure.

i received like a total BLAST on my tag board, its makes me happy.

Just like a few other stuff that makes me happy.

Short term makes-me-happy stuffy
*half an hr nap during lunch tome
*red bull after lunch
*SMS from close fren
*Stupid random "time-to-pee" call from the Man
*seeing primary sch children sing National Athem when i am on my way to work
*puttin eye liner on the correct mass of my hardly-see-able double eyelid
*nudge from Sharon and Denise on msn


Long term make-me-happy stuffy
*a PDA phone which can double up as a crab-shell-open
*nonsensical hot-dates-not experience by Denise
*Sharon telling us she lost 0.0025kg of weight (kiddin la, u skinny just right gal)
*Pauline thinking her name sounds better in Cha-siu-Pau rather that Jian-Kang
*Raymond failing to grind a gal on his club trip
*Viv's squidhead turning charcoal in Tekkong
*Celina's random "how are you" conversation
*Samantha "will promise to hang out with you" promises
*Apel's new and old boyfriend
*my puppy Hori's new found ability - erecting his penis.. (sorry, this belong to short-term)


So yeah..


The man's issues isn't too big after all that the gals has advise. And i must admit this thing has gotten him all over too. I could tell the difficulties he is in yet i had to force him to side only one. And you are all right, he is really a very nice bf. So i shall be the only one to admit that when you love one man, you love ONLY the man. haha..

My adopted Baby has hung out with the Besties last night and i am still thankful they all click. It was still a comfortable trip at Hob Nob if nt for the overwhelming treatment we get.. haha. and i shall not elaborate on. Gals, i was thinking maybe they shud be more welcoming on the bill rather than the treatment. hahaha.

My man and i dun chat last night, i practically fell aslp. Body is runnig low, good news is that i am officially 20days away from all this. need a long slp...


talking about slp.... i ... was.. thinking..............




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My greatest condolescent to my Hai^er, as well as her family. Celina's Dad passed on on the 27/Feb/2008, leaving Hai^er's mum, brother and herself.

i dun tink i wanna lose my family, i cant stay as strong as her. It hurts too much.

On a lighter note,




HAPPY 8th anniversary to my besties of the best SHARON AND DENISE .

you are officially my besties for the 8th year since that day Denise worn a dark frame spec with nerdy pleat hair and Sharon has those crockroach feelers and high kneel socks.



God bless Singapore as we all grew out of that. imagine me with super short hair, skirt extending below my knee, and the other 2 with those spastic look. We are so gonna remain an old virgin till till that menopause day.

So i reserve the lot at our very all-time number-one- DKS hangout location. Our very familiar Hob Nob for a sumptous meal. Except this time i brought along my new-born (adopted from Angel Clarinda for half a month) Angel Pauline with me.

Pauline is officially adopted by Kristal till further notice, while she is with me, i have my responsibility to hang out all the time. EVen the man suggested 3 of us to hang out together. Haha, Pau dun be afraid of the Man. He likes Mama..

anyway i am counting down till the end of todays workload to relax somewhere else in Orchard. Only part i totally dread is the returning home journey. Hmm, i wanna get a bike soon. ....

The mixed feeling are accumulating recently, especially since that day the Man broke another secret to me. Can i consult u all something?

Scenario: The man and i head to my place for a plan stayover at my house after not meeting for a long time. When we reach our place, we were disappointed to find the house especially crowded, not that i mind the crowd, just not on days when i haven seen him like forever. So i suggested we stayover at his plc instead. He rejected the offer continuously till he finally admit it was cos' his Dad din;t like "other people" staying at his house "

so i am the other people, and despite knowing his Dad din approve of our r/s, i was even upset to learn that he din;t like "other people" staying at his house

Am I totally right to feel upset? Cos the man says he wasn't reffering to me, just everybody on the whole?

Am i like born yesterday? i know it's only the beginning of a tough journey, even tougher thatn those time he make ill comment about me being a "high-class", "porny" sort of gal.

how do you all felt? Pleas revert