RodKris

i gues i am going crazy loving someone..


wish i could give lesser.... to be jealous over even someone so dear makes myself puke at my own behaviour...


its just a pain in the ass knowing all the things u have done for him, and while u are at life toughest stages where u are losing everything, losing sleep, losing faith, losing appetite... it irks u to know how much the person u so wish had gone through this with you is shopping with his friend, his cousin.


its not who he ends up going out with, its him going out that sets u off like a mad old hag.

Its not who he ends up going out with, its how he always got himself busy with so many other things except to sit down and go through everything with you.


My sympton of pressure has been showing, i wish i had not put so much reliance on him, cos right now that load weighing me down double..


ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1