i dreamt about myself walking down this alley alone, with nothing with me but a candle, and as the fire in the candle dims, i panick in silence , every breathe i take sounds so loud.
I was helpless, and i couldn't cry for help.
you din tink i will ever feel this way
till the day u realise u never actually want to tink if it at all
thou i know, there is nothing to hide
i choose to remain silence, to see how u will walk me through this journey
sounds too emotional, haha,. a great news for all to know.
i finally understand why i have been feeling all upset this days~ PMS
haha..
cant believe it? believe it;..
anyway life still goes on, no matter how hard i may cry yesterday
or struggle to survive tomorrow
i am still me, still Kristal
today seems fine so far,.. anyway yesterday entry seems to miss out one something,
tink i better clear all doubts..
Sharon Darl' saw Turtle with a new girl
-.-"
was i sad? hmm,. dun tink so....
i was just angry he could move on so fast,
but i guess it was ok to be angry
anyway Edwin is right
he might not be living life as good as i assume he is
so i shall assume he live life bad now
haha;.
anyway Both me and Celina are both very afraid ??? ???? is Turtle
please dun let it be
cos i need a new life now.. haha
and Sammie, yes! i deserve some one better
all i have to do is to give myself more time..
and if it all fails and i am still unwanted
i guess.......... its better to sign up for insurance for being unwanted
haha. if not i will pay Jalani or Edwin and make either one just pretend to like me..
haha.. nonsence.. i m talking crap again,.,
life still goes on.. Grandma is still gone..
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