This days so not in the mood......... yesterday wanted to write my blog... but end up Mail called..... so write a pretty brief one.....

baby Mail was not in a good mood... and all i could was to spike him...... i dunno lah....... why am i always so selfish? its like everytime i throw my temper he will console........ but i always end up scolding him what a bad consoler he is,...... he just took my words silently.......

the day before i was crying...... guess i was too tired...... cos everything in my life seems to pilingup at the wrong place....... i want things to change, but my eagerness to get everything done seems to be pulling me down into the water as well....... i soon break down, Mail was on the phone...... he is not a good consoler..... he started ignoring the topic....... i was damn feeling what the hell..... then i simply could not take in whateva he was saying..... was thinkin on my burden this while....... then i thought of Mama, i miss my granny so badly....... that was also like the sparks to our sad conversation on that day........ i cry in silence, Mail could not realise...... i miss granny. wanted her so badly....... then Mail was goin on and on about his i-dunno-what.....
i finally tell him to mark my word, " stop telling others about ur similar encounter regarding their unhappiness" he was silence for a while........ and then just swallow the sentence down......

Baby, i know i am mean to you most of the time....... know you cant read my blog...... but thanks for keeping your sorrow in silence and instead opening up to mine.......

yesterday night was chatting with Mail again..... we were better la....... he was still going on and on about his matter...... cos when he ask how my day was, all i could say was ok... not too bad... so i guess he reckon since he cant to vomit his day to me....... might as well.........
...... Mail will still be talkative......... that's my boyfriend........ i like him for who he is, and not who he is not......... hehe....... cos we're the cow and chic!

kept complaining to Mail about the changes that occur before and after our getting togther....... was complaining how he use to agree to everything i say;....... and now he just bombard me back...... SO THATS HIS TRUE COLOR....... haha.................. but he knew i dun take all this complain seriously....... in fact i hav to admit as days grew, he just keeps getting better.....and better...... so i am still SO into US........ honeymoon period not over yet........ sorry pple...........

then his mama say something about us resembling his uncle and aunty in the past....... always talks on the phone....... always meet(thou we did not) ...... then she add on that after marriage tok less than half a sentence a day....... aunty only complain and uncle cant be bothered......... in the end.... hai..
i am always scared of this./////// Mail relative has a few records of marriage of different races...... and NONE ended well....... not trying say that we wont or something..... but considering my temper and his hack care ness....... i somehow fear the day will come........ but i told him to tell his mama that i wont marry him./;/ haha........ better to add a bit of joke into the tense conversation.......

enuff of Mail and me............. i am not going to get too emotional today...... hehe

Writing about me again............
-life been's busy... all i wanna do now is just to pass my motor test.... hopefully the biking test wil turn out well........
-then comes the class quizes........ hai.....tests after tests... all i wanna do is to win Simon that fellow........
-Friends are fine....... Denise and i finally meet up again....... i miss her........ that gal gimme the hand cream from her shop...... she is so sweet........ Hui Quan gave her a Swatch watch forvalentine and that Wayne...... he's so into Denise....... planning to give her a Handphone...... no guys do that....... and to think they think gals are materialistic....... hate guys like this...... dun only think gals are only into money..... fuck off
-As for Cuz, she's been pretty into Edward...... hmm...... at least it's better than being with that Eric........ he's quite disppointing really....... hope Cuz make the right choice in the end.
-I miss Tennis, and i think Coach misses us, msg me and Cuz..... we are gonna have a game 2 hours this sat
-into this diet thingy, must report to my darlin Sharon what eva thing i eat at every point of time,...... so i guess my intake was going down...... please God, let me succeed
-went to Pasir Ris-Fisherman Village for dinner....... had seafood, coconut drink, crab, vege, mee goreng, satay, hong kong mee..... oh my god, sharon is so gonna kill me, so i had salad for dinner...... hmm had japanese rice for lunch, did not finish it. pregressing well
-cannot have swimming tomorre,,,,,, got remedial..... hai........ nvm...... all for the sake of winning SIMON!
-Mail and i went to the movie with Apel, Adrian, Lakshmi, Syahirah, Celina, Chris that day... the movie Hide and Seek has 2 endings, whoo..... like it man..... it was pretty scary. And Baby was like almost scared out of his life........

-=Baby..... hehe... you look so cute when you suddenly grab my hand and jump, haha=-

i guess thats probaaly life....... pretty good...... please god, diversify my time well..... i must succeed and gone thru the period successfully!

-=points taken: i still want my Mail........ =-

me posing..... shot taken before clubbing
me posing again..... gettin hooked
me posing still.. can;t get enuff
dear and i .....look so dreamy right? she's kissing me
brother and i , my brother Gary
Cuzzie and i,, during new year
mail serious look while eating..... haha
me sister and i ...... we look alike right?

Yippie, Krissie writes again....... sorry been lazy this days....... here are the latest updates:

Clubbing at MadMonks:
located at Clark Quay, a nice place for LeSsie.. went with Cuz and S-dear, Eric Edward Hwee Siang Louis and Edwin..... pretty nice night, we were talking about those days they first saw me, wit that bastard Bobvin... and we drank too... then could tell Louis was a little into Sharon, As for my cuz, she was busy entertaining her friends she saw at Monks, those guys didn't had much time to talk to her..... later on, Cuz and i, s-dear and edwin went on to dance, Sharon foot got stamp by a idiot, she left the dance floor early, Eric came to join us , the survivor game went on and i guess Cuz and i had to take the throne, we are certainly better at dancing compare to them.... hehe.
The night ended, fews days later, turns out Eric and Edward kinda like my cuzzie, funny thou, edward seems so quiet and who would have thought he's been eying my cuz, hmm..... my cuz sure had her part in attracting, so like i always say, she's definitely beta with guys than gals (oops!~)

Valentine:
ok, mail and i spend this days together, we both finish skool, went home to change and meet up again, bought a couple bag (which everyone says its nice), caught a movie constantine which i dun think is nice, ate dinner togther, bought a slipper, i like the whole idea, it just us, a boring date can turn out fun too.

2nd Anni:
with my mail again, it was really fun, he bought me a top from P.O.A.... and a musical box, these 2 things are really nice, and the musical box plays a sweet melody "you light up my life"... we also watch e movie "feng shui" horror, scary... hehe not bad... we went for dinner at Marina Square top, with Sea View, so it was a nice place to chat... then we shop at Marina, he brought to a place he love to shop, "Rasafari" so i guess he and i both share the same interest...... we bought a couple bracelet..... and then we went to Wallet Shop and i bought him his anni gift too..... turns out the design i thought of buying for him is the one he HOPe i've gotten for him....... we are a special 2
night ended with a cab home....... that shall mark our best date

an overall conclusion is that all these event were pretty fun...... i hope i will continue to enjoy myself in the other upcoming event, BTW i sign up for Bike already, so hopefully i can pass the test in the shortest time,....... hmm..... then i can "broom broom" everyone to anywhere

-Schools been fine...... finally win that Si-mon fellow
-birthday was so fun!! everyone remember...... Sharon HuiWen and Vivien stayed over... went for supper in the night..... next day class sang a song for me, went to Juriong point with mummy..... Hui WEn came in the night..... surprise birthday cake!!!!
-Went clubbing at MS (Angels and Rush), actually Sharon and Denise cannot come in... Aunty Lily was smart...... it was so fun! we drank and dance..... 3 westerners hook up to us....... hmm.... not good
-My baby and i did not celebrate birthday together........ haiz./... waiting for coming friday to meet him for the whole day!!