RodKris

i dun like the feeling of being bullied..... or being observe by someone else......... but i do that myself.......

few days ago after work was taking the train alone home....... just another dread day..... i dread pulling my heavy and tired leg to walk that mile along the dark road home........ on the train saw a malay couple......... was observing them cos i was wondering to myself if Ismail was to turn out like them....... so touchy right in the train itself........ then i went on and observe his watch....... cos the face was pretty good....... those kind i like where the face is digital....... and huge kind....... also i went on to observe the guy's eyes(ONLY the eyes)....... cos i realise many malay guy put eye liner....... i guess i went a bit overboard...... cos he caught me staring at him (think he thought i was admiring him........ huh? what the hell!~#@%$^%^^&) he and his girlfriend started talking real soft and laughing real loud and after that turning towards me and observing me.......... that day the train ride was far most the most hateful one i ever had......... but i shall forgive them........

yesterday was a damn busy day....... call up many new girls to try out work at p.s but no one turn up......... so had to do it myself....... actually i was only in charge of Admin...... in the end is a double work........ so tired!!

few days ago last wed went shopping with Denise........ then we also meet during work...... me and her bonding getting better........ but nevertheless miss sharon....... Cousin came to visit a few times....... but we hardly talk..... one day she even came with Regina..... this girl my stupid cousin use to crush on............

sent my sister to the airport..... she left for korea for one week......... coming back next monday..... wat a parting scene...... this is by far the first parting i never cried...... mummy was on the verge of doin it..... it's only a week mum........... then before that had dinner with aunty and family...... talk and they commented i change alot after working in the society...... strange...... was that a compliment?!~

Now for the interesting part...... i was a bit unsecure not meeting ismail for along time....... some more today suppose to be our standard day out..... cos we both took day off on thursday to compromise...... he haven call.......
Anyway i told mummy about Ismail....... woo........ big risk........ mummy was the greatest fear i had against BGR...... and i dunno why but i was determine to tell her...... told her about Ismail race and how long its been going on........ she kept quiet for a while and told me....... as long as i was happy there is nuttin she will do to stop me........ cool!~ but she say if someone better comes along the way....... why not,.,,,,,,,, hmm........

Told Ismail this news and he freezed! haha....... stupid./...... he kept silence for a while and reveal to me :"now the fear is really getting near!" in the past he will ask why i choose not to tell mummy about it....... and he boast how much he is a mama-boy to his mum so i dun have to worry....... haha.///...... that silly dummy finally surrender! i told him he is the first guy i EVER talk to mummy about..... so i know mummy is cautious and will not forgive the slightest mistake he make....... told him that too and he was erm-hem...... haha..... speechless too...... haha!!! so funny......
Wanted to ask him a sweet question what turns out to be a cow talking to a chicken! I thought my action of telling mummy was something we always plan to do........... so i ask him:" if i was a document ranked IMPORTANT...... how long do i stay as IMPORTANT to you..... the person-in-charge?" Guess what is the stupid dummy answer?:"the grass is green......... a field of grass is green....... no matter whether one handful of grass fade or not..... the overall field is still green" WHat the HelL!!!!! i dun understand the answer.. sounds weird...... haha.,....... but i assume it belong to the "will-be-important-for-a-long-time" category....... haha....... isn;t it the original version of Cow-talking-to-chicken?!~
His friend saw the ring..... all said he stupid..... how come let a girl do such thing....... his mum saw......... scold him for making a girl pay...... haha..... sometimes...... i think my action brings trouble........ but nvm..... cos he think it is all worth it... fine loh!

what else to update? hmm........ ooo...baby is offering me a 40% discount all the way till christmas,,,..... anyone want to get anything better come find me....... ahha.........
later today at 11am later...... meeting Apel yap and her boyfriend APe (adrian) to go tanning at Sentosa,,,,,,, never call Denise or cousin cos the couple is hmm.............. fun! but hard to understand