Outing with Besties

I've encounter my first experince with positivity vibe, and i am beginning to talk "The Secret" like its a religion, but really, it is just me believing the outcome of being H-A-P-P-Y =))))


So it's really going to sound crazy and unbelievable how the good vibes bring about series of fortunate events, but i'll pen it down anyway =)

bbbbb left for a last-min business trip to Macau and that leaves with me with at least 3 weekdays and 1 weekend by myself. Unlike the usual boring week i've plan in advance to seek asylum at Besties - more known as Mrs Tan now.. haha

We wanted the time spent together to be unlike the usual, thus took special effort to plan a series of event, one most interesting one including cycling at East Coast.

The idea of cycling along East Coast was decided after considering several others:

1. Hiking along Bukit Timah
2. Tree top walk
3. jogging along Macritchie Reservoir
4. workout at Bishan Stadium
5. Gym at YCK stadium
6. Swim

Finally it was set at East Coast! Only problem was i didnt had my ready-navigator (bbbbb who is super good with road navigation via bus/train/walk)

i took up a challenge download gothere.sg, Iris & Iphone Map.. and i found my way... Technology is amazing.

Love the crocheted details on my shorts =)

The Magical Happiness

As i left the house that morning to travel to east coast, Mum woke up and demanded i brought along the umbrella.

The weather that morning did not look promising, the sky was dark and the wind was strong, i knew Mum was right about her premonition, yet i was secretly worried our plan for the day will be compromise given the bad weather - we hadnt plan for a wet-weather program!

However, i exercise my positivity (i know.. this is super irrelevant, and nobody would ever thought of challenging the weather with positivity), i took the umbrella like Mum had advised, left the house, just as it was about to rain. I shelter myself from the slight drizzle and started my journey (earlier than Besties for her distance was shorter)... along the way i whatsapp besties about my excitement (both at exploring new route to ECP and at cycling later) Despite her hint, i excuse the thoughts of the possibility to cancel the plan if it rains. 

At one point i finally texted this "Let's stay positive, this is going to be a pass by rain!!! "

i had no idea how this surge of confident came into me, Besties obviously wasnt going to believe what i had texted. Nevertheless, she was game for turning up at ECP, whether or not we get to do some sports.. She even joke that travelling to ECP for MacDonald breakfast sounds like an equally fantastic idea. 

Eventually i reach ECP and waited for Besties/Besties-in-law at Macdonald/.. the rain was still irritably drizzling, but not too long into our lunch, the sun came out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Secret: do not overthink on the possibility of a good outcome. Treat the Universe like a shopping cart, once you've found the item you wish to purchase you only click on the option once before proceeding to checkout the shopping cart. You must be THIS confident that the Universe will deliver to you whatever you've ordered.

We were elated at the beautiful weather and enjoyed our lunch. Besties and i proceeded to rent our bikes and cycled through the park - back n forth, exploring places and watch human, sailer...

We did a couple of stop overs - checking out the people fishing along the jetty, cycling over to watch the sailing boat at a closer distance, at one point the chain on the cycle came loose... Besties cycled back to find me while i was figuring how to fix the chain without getting my hands dirty.

i also make a silly comment on how i find women exceptionally sexy when they dirtied their hands fixing stuff, like Megan fox would look really hot if she had oil stain across her face from change the tyre of a car.... #random.

Both Besties and i eventually got both our hands stain with oil, but like a meticulous health freak, she took out the life-saving supplies of wet-wipes and tissues, inspecting every inch of my fingers to ensure i was "clean"

we cycled to the market place and grab some sugarcane to quench the thirst... Besties got influence by my posivity and she mumbled how happy she was....  My magic is working =)

We then cycled back to the stone area where i did my last jumping shoots, like the picture mis-match here, Sharon n i attempted a couple of failed ones before eventually capturing the right timing...

We rested on the stone and chatted, watching the sun and sea... Then we return the bike as the rental time was due.

Another Happy Moment

Besties and freshen up at the Washing point in ECP, just as we did this the rain came by - suddenly.

i do want to believe this was pure coincidence, but the very moment we were done with our agenda for the afternoon, it as though the Universe knew it had done its job, the rain came pouring down, i thought i had heard some kids complaining how they have only just begun their bike rental

Everthing had happened like it was pre-rehearsed. I took out the umbrella Mum had told me to bring that morning and sheltered both of us to the nearest bus stop.

We did not plan for any activities apart from the cycling trip, and the rain hinted any further outdoor activites seems un-wise. However, this did not dampen our spirit, we explored ECP in the rain, trying to figure how we had use to walk through several HDBs before reaching a bus stop that could bring us "anywhere"..

 

There came to a point where the rain got too big and the wind was blowing really strong...  i thought to myself "i had to maintain the positivity "

Besties and i seek shelter at the bus stop, unsure of where we should be heading next. We look through the options on the board and pointed our fingers in unanimous, it was decided that we shall grab a bus to City plaza..

Then i look into my bag and immediately - there was my towel all clean and dry!

i got us both wrapped in the towel amist the rain shower and than we were honestly thankful for all the good vibes that was surround us that day!!!

We run through all the "good luck" we had that day, everything that was carefully plotted to ensure the day was fantastic (i missed out the part where besties got lost while travelling to ECP and her hubby miraculously called to inform that he was nearby and picking her up to come meet me - this had happen even though she did not ask for help !)

For once, i thought i felt a strong pat on my back, i had survived trying stay super happy/positive and in return i've enjoyed the fruit of my labor

The eventful Saturday didnt ended just like that.. We headed to City plaza because our finger pointed at the same destination, and i recommended the Poon Nah You Mian i sooooooooooo loved that Pau had introduced me to, Besties enjoyed the noodle so much she is already planning to bring besties-in-law over to try this wholesome goodness....

While shopping,  i also drag besties to the store i knew sold alot of manicure/pedicure products at a huge discount.... At that point besties almost exploded in happiness***The same store would never bring me this much happiness, but Besties was beaming from ear to ear, picking up different materials that she could use... i felt her happiness and this had directly translated into positivity vibes for me...

i pick up some tools i would love to see assembled together. Besties promise to design the most "Kristalised" iphone cover specifically for me. .. this trip to City plaza is soo worth while!!!.... and did i mention that the clothes store owner recognizes me as a regular and took 50% discount off a top i was eyeing.. i end up only spending $18 for a top that could easily cost me $30++ if i had bought it online... i am soooooo happy..

it sounded like i had combine so much stuff just to convince you the power of Positivity... .but i hadnt!   i never had such good deals happening to me all in  a day - or more like - i've never think back on the things that had happened to string into a series of positive events!

Being thankful for every tiny positive things does INDEED attracts more positive stuff to happen to you. If you could immerse yourself into this meagre happiness like i did, you will be feeling "special" because you will feel "pampered" by everyone, everything!

Thank you for the opportunity to smile, thank you for stringing my positivity into more positivity...

i almost gave up

i had been trying so hard to stay positive, only listening to motivating people talk and just chilling with friends who had so much dreams in life. Now that Xiaxue has said her piece about "The Secret" i guess many of us pretty much knew what ive been up to the whole time. My devotion to developing this sort of postive vibes had been a ongoing - and rather tough - journey.

So whenever i was set to think of something positive, a small bit of fear overrun my thoughts and i immediately felt guilty for contaminating my thought with the negative ones..

Perhaps it was true that the teeny weeny bit of negatives vibes amplified into huge wave and thus resulted in some unfortunate events. Nevertheless, this is going to be a long journey so i have to stay happy so the +ve vibes revolves like a tornado around me =)

Its been months since i finish my operation, and last tuesday was my schedule review with the gynae and a whole new experience at the "Cancer Centre Annex". What happen was my case had been officially transferred to  CC where i will be monitored and reviewed by a senior doctor, each schedule check up consist of a ultrasound scan followed by the consultation by the doctor.

I had long ago given up fearing ultrasound scanning, the initial experience was terribly awful and uncomfortable but of late i was more concern of what was being shown on the ultrasound screen. So in order to get a clearer scanning of my body, i had given consent for the nurse to switch to transvaginal scanning instead of the abdominal ultrasound. Ladies who think the names sounds like a huge pain, here's the truth - the initial experience feels... weird.. (very very weird indeed).. subsequently you no longer feel much discomfort. There is minimal pain - unless the nurse is extremely rough with the way she manouvre the "sensor" while inside you. I had my share of "gentle"/"rough" moments and i swear to God you had to beg her to be gentle before she starts her scan - trust me, you'll be thanking me if you ever did that.

So yeah, i saw my ovary, uterus and womb, doing pretty well, and i also saw the tiny swelling at the left ovary that had set off a bit of panick attack. Nevertheless, having straighten out my thought, i was ready to hear it from the doctor.

bbbbb kept me accomapanied while we await my consultation, not too long later i saw my senior doctor for the first time. His name was Dr. Joseph and he is extremely friendly, positive and comical.    I am thankful he was to take over my files and we spoke alot. Including some of my recent concern and of the swelling that was found earlier.


I guess i have said my piece about rejecting contraception and leaving my fate to God. Dr Joseph explain why he thought contraception was worth the try and how he hope i would fight this war with him now that he is taking over. bbbbb was happy at the findings (since we cannot determine if the swelling was anything dangerous) and he was extremely supportive of the idea of taking contraception. Without much other choice (and because i want to be healthy for my family & my boyfriend) i agree to 2 cycles of contraception till my next review.

Therefore, unfortunately i don't have any good news to share at the moment, but neither do i have any bad news to break - i see it as a good sign already =)  today marks the third day i am taking the contraception pills, no side effects and bloatness or numbness in my feet...

So far it has been so good, bbbb bought me a pill box to sort out the pills so i can stay discipline in taking them. i have another 53 days to go till my next review, our best bet would be for the swelling to decrease in size (a sign that this is non-cancerous) or just remain the same in size.    The worst scenario i rather not think about.    All in all, i know i am ready to give up on the left ovary so this challenge is only a test of of my diligence & the faith of those who love me =)

So yeah, i was this close to giving up, yet i took a turning point and gave it another shot... life



~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

Hong kong coming

Today,

it dawn upon me how i was nearing my trip to Hong Kong, and the excitements kicks in a little.

The hardworking boyfriend has long planned a series of activity we are going to doing during the short stay.. sigh.. i always wanted every holiday to last longer... what is everyone planning trips that are 5 days or lesser, why cant we afford a longer oversea stay and exploring new places that are not recommend via Googling?

Anyhow.. here are some to-do list:-

Drop by H&M at Central Hong Kong or Tsim Sha Tsui!

i reckon i wouldnt be packing alot of clothing over, i had bbbb's consent to pack as minumun as possible and simply grab clothes along the way.

Since the weather (as advise by my Hong Kong friend Grace) is Humid & rainy, there are bound to be chance where we cannot stick to our plan, and then MAYBE i can camp in H&M and purchase enough clothing to last me my entire stay.  It's gnna be pricetag friendly too so i am not too worried about the cost =)

Take pictures

This trip would be another one i clock with bbbbbbbbbbb..... the best i've been to was the entire month i've stayed in Europe, exploring his way of living as a foreign student.

Thou we often spoke about revisiting that magical place, we are both tied down by work commitment as we aim to work up the corporate ladder at the shortest time possible.

Thus, the Hong Kong trip should be one i am thankful for, and the sweetest boy purchased a package to make another one of our rodkris Album for the year 2012, so i wanna remind myself times and times again to capture his smile and have them publish onto the book, one that i will look back and remember how he has pamper me and treated me nicely =)

A simple yet cherish-able purchase from Prada outlet

 i am crossing my finger to get something i will love all the same. Till today i still cant stop taking a second look each time i took out the wallet bbbbbb got me for my birthday..

The classic design is to-die-for, and i am one of its lucky owner =)

A Saffiano leather pouch would be ideal, bbbb  nags at me all day long for not dumping my belong with him each time we set off for a short outing over the weekend. I often give him the same excuse of not wanting to carry the handbag i brought over and that my wallet & iphone were too bulky to carry on my hand... haha..

i am loving how the shade of green compliment the Gold so well that the green is suddenly "recognise" as the upper class trend.. its a little hard to apprehend what i am saying but when i was little i always thought purple & green were the least favored color by others and were thus the "lower class". I guess i can no longer assume this :)

Another pretty piece that looks really suitable to be placed together with my exising wallet, i am crossing my finger that this flat pouch cost less than S$400 so wouldnt hesitate to get them ...

My soft spots are for big&bulky bag,. something bbbb can never share. i get extremely excited if the bag i receive has lotsa compartment to explore. This Saffiano Leather tote are like all the others bag i would have had at home, but the color give me a very classic vibe that i believe would not go out of trend easily.

However, i am pretty sure the price is going to be crazy and since i aim to get a small but cherish-able good, this is out of my league =(



Nevertheless, its the company that is important, i cant wait to share some moment with bbbb that does not include talks about our day at work, or the local food we have grown to sick of.

They say anticipation leads to disappointment, so i shant wish for the moon only to land on the clouds.

i am going to Hong Kong with a lightheart mind, a trip i so need to take picture of me and bbb.. like a romantic trip - no?

haha.. no.. not really...  bbbb's Mum, sis, and babysis are joining us on the trip.... dont think so much le.... bye =)

Sharon & Kive Wedding

Sharon, the one girl i've been so showing much concern for the past 12 years, is officially married to the same guy i introduced, 8 years ago =)

this is the one wedding ive been thinking, fussing over for the past months of planning, and thank God the wedding is finally over. There are lotsa of hiccups during the wedding but given the combine efforts of the Best mens and Brides Maid, it went pretty well overall.

I spent close to $700 for her wedding, starting from the preparation period, my best friend will no doubt spend a few hundred times more at the end of this all. Her husband has proven to be the most patience and forgiving man during this period and i am very pleased Besties has made a decision even i cannot be convince otherwise.

The wedding also brought back the very solid and close bonded friendship Sharon & i shared, as we go through every single little details of her wedding, up till the completion. I was also introduce to a whole new, fun side of her close friends whom i was used to be separated from. I learnt how lucky my best friend is to be constantly surround within the favor of these fun filled people. They were the ones to stay behind, cleared every mess and contribute to every part of this successful wedding.

The best men Kive has "hired" were a full-force gangho guys that could down every single "sabotage" that was planned in lined for them. I like how they had planned strategically their every next move in order to pleased the Bridesmaid into opening the door. Every single Best man had a forte for one thing during the gate crashing, the certificate i had painstakingly made for my Besties was also determiningly signed by her Hubby, i believed since this was done in witness of all the Bridesmaids & Bestmen in unanimous, Kive had abide the loyalty & faithfulness he had pledged to Sharon, and they shall live up to their vows for as long as both shall live.

If there was another person i can vividly remember from this event, that would have to be Besties Dad, the one man i had never dared spoke to ever since i was 13. He was a fierce Uncle i know only to greet each time i pop by Sharon's place.  During the chaotic gate crashing, Uncle and reminded us Brides maids that the true essence of the gate crashing is not to "bully" but to pamper the guys... Despite our protests that they will still need some "sabotage" here and there, we eventually gave in and treated the guys to a sumptous treats of cheese, ham, bread goodness..... Tell me which future Father-in-law pampers his new son like Uncle does? Kive is one hell of a lucky man, Uncle loves his daughter and treats the man she picked like a true son..... this is one romantic fairy tale =)

Also contributing wholeheartedly to this event is Besties closet cuzzie - LiJan. i could feel, with every bit of my heart, that she was as sincere as i was to making this wedding works. Prior to the big day, Li Jan left her job and commited 100% into Sharon & Kive's big day, she was also the who had to do the driving (since i couldnt) and we were part of the cars that had zoom around half of singapore at least thrice to complete the agenda yesterday. Kudos to LiJan for planning every single bit of the wedding and to assure my panicky heart each time i ask her in exclaimation if something had been done....    she is like my psych, someone who reassure me all is doing fine.

I was given the task to host the event and like i would have guessed, i forget about stage fright thanks to the sleepless night, my co-host had down a couple of alcohol to garner enough courage to join me on stage. I must say we did pretty well, even thou i had almost crashed Kive's effort halfway when i didnt knew the Montage wasnt reaching it end and cue for the couple to do their first march in.    Thank God for the other Best men and the in-charge of the banquet, we mange to squeeze that in and all was well towards the end.

My boyfriend was the most committed, being all worked up that i hadnt sleep the night before and had quickly secured a car to fetch me home first thing when the wedding came to an end. By then i had already begin floating quest, rmembering nothing much apart from showering and then fell flat on the bed with the towel on my dripping wet hair. Dad&Mum must have attended to me during the night for i woke up nicely tucked in bed, hair all dried and the towel hung nicely in the bathroom..

To sum it off, the wedding was a success, and i am dead dead beat..... i wouldnt want to plan another wedding unless like this one with Sharon, i am convinced that i want it to be a huge huge success..

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

A different take

There has bound to be a reason for all of these. i know i am feeling frustrated and venting all my energy onto something that is very likely explanable if i could look beyond the surface.

Here's a summation:-
1. i have been working really hard on developing a positive thinking, this could attact the good luck to surround me a little more.. my concern is the upcoming check up on July 3rd.
2. the positivity hav been failing, even thou i tried my very best to give thanks for all the good that has came up. e,g simple matter like wishing the bus would come faster = bus came extra late..
3. the HR came back with a rejection for my insurance claim citing the reason of "pre-exisiting" condition for which i cannot be covered under the employee's benefits.
4. suggestion to seek the doc's favor was in turn led to the worst experience ever, i have never ban a person this much in my entire life, but now i have a reason to do so.


Perhaps there was something out there that was mishandle so badly that i deserve all of these. i wanna be an optimistic too you know...  i tried

I hated Alex Ong for his selfishness and to conveniently shifted all of his wrongdoing to the society that he claimed had treated him this badly. I agreed readily that whatever has happen for a persoon to resort to misdoing was not because of how his surrounding had treated him, but how he had handle the situation after being mistreated.

i know for sure, i cannot shift the blame to others for whatever has happened, i need to get to the bottom of this matter so i can plan my next step intelligently. i want to know this would not have to happen twice. I should never have to come under manipulation of others - human or health.

I WANT TO CONTROL MY LIFE, not TO BE CONTROLLED BY MY LIFE.

It's gonna be different now Kristal. Surely i could continue working on my positivity and attracting all the positive vibe to come near and helped me achieve what i set my goals on. The Alchemist says "read the omen".  Your heart says alot of things that you had failed to read.

This morning i woke up feeling all frustrated and upset again, re-enacting the moment i had to succumb to the Doc's insults and arrogance for a favor to clarify TRUTH about my health. What he had gave me in return was REJECTION- citing stupid excuses about how i had fail to heed his advise and head to Mount Alvenia for my treatment. If i could pay for all of the treatment i was to expect  (that will inturn lead to his fat fat salary). Then i wouldnt have to beg for his help for a couple of thousands.

If i could only just LIED to get a free treatment to my body, cover up the fact that i use to weight as heavy as 59kg and that my stomach was huge i couldn't really make out if i was really fat or ill, then i wouldnt have to deal with all this shit in the first place..

if i hadnt got a huge tummy, then no one would have raised the alarm, then maybe i could lived a life i thought i should have led... short and sweet, eventually dying in my sleep then forensic's report shows all this time i have cancer that even myself had failed to realize.. by then i would have been in peace, knowing this life was fantastic afterall, i have live in the dark about my true condition.

Which leads me back to one thing - why on earth had not i consider giving up on the left ovary?

 you tell me? If a girl had discover your boyfriend is cheating on you, despite having gone through this process once, dealing with the other woman, compensating your broken heart with some consolation from all those who matter, then taking back the boyfriend only to fear he might be lead astray again 0 WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

i will tell the girl to dump that asshole, he wasnt worthy of your suspicious and worries. i would tell that girl she deserves better, that there is another person out there willing to remain faithful to you, and here you are dwelling on the same asshole.

My left ovary is a cheating bf, who has left me worrying all day long about its next cheating, it wouldnt commit to serving my body. Maybe it had by now, but it has failed me once, and left me anticipating his next cheating.. if i was really that impartial & rational best friend that i would tell myself to dump this cheating boyfriend.. it wasnt worthy of my concern.

On the other hand, the right ovary has remain faithful this life, serving me well and bearing healthy egg that could very well developed into a healthy baby. Why had i let it suffered in silence?if i could all but place my bet only on the rigth ovary to determine if i was to have a baby.. then i should leave my body to it. Afterall, what is 25 years of staying inside me for me to suspect its loyalty?

then again, it is not up to me to decides if i can have it removed, i am still going to leave all this decision to the docs (mostly good, but a few black sheeps seriously tarnishes their reputation) who comes up to me this coming july 3rd with a report after my health screening to confirm if the Left ovary has learnt its lesson (i am giving it a second change ... right? its final chance actually).... I am THIS ready to give it up... i deserve a body with all the healthy organs working together to serve me.


i am asking for your acceptance, to hear me out on my explanation and frustration at how my life use to be manipulated by FATE..

but this FATE isnt in my favor thus far, so i make a NEW decision, i am going to TAKE OVER. Fate can choose which ever shit it is going to bring me soon, but i am going to counter attacked this fate and work it in MY FAVOR... cos i am FRUSTRATED with how long this is dragging, and had FATE been a living human being i would have long-ago given up on trying to help, but FATE is not a friend, FATE is a game being played, so i am going to be the controller.

Do you see my different take?



~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

dream

One astonishing place credit>

railway along part of its journey between Kavala and Xanthi in Northern Greece.

Falakro - Greece

Sunset in Amolofy

 

Elatia Forest - Greece

Meadow - Falakro - Greece

i wanna dream of the time someone asked me in hand, a private affair just the two of us, no big, rehearsed moment, just a moment that will take me by surprise.

And then, we'll spent the rest of the day just exploring new location, encapsulated by the beauty we see around us. Then for the first time in my life i can see in his eyes, the faith he sees in me and know for sure, he saw the same in mine.

i wanna dream

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

New twist in life

I must have been surrounded by a lot of positivity (which wasnt really the case since i can recall some bad happenings just couple of days back) but everything that is surrounding me now has been amazingly.... beautiful.... if i were the same person i was back a month ago i wouldnt have been this happy... but i am the same person.. something took a new twist in my system... and since it is a good thing i've decided to let it stay put.


If there are some feeling of emptiness in my life lately, then the only reason to account for it were the fact that a few close friends are losing their directions in life and that i havent had a place to call my own. All that seems to be pretty settled now.. and i am here to share the good news =)

To begin, i was very concern some of my closer friends are losing their focus and aims. This worries me alot because my friends are a huge source of influence for me. With them losing themselves i lost hope too...

Pauline has been a very dear friend of mine and hold a very special place in my heart.. Lately due to some very unfortunate issues she went into "hibernation" and for the longest time no one heard of her. during this period i was very worried for her but did not dare probe into the matter for fear that i might sink in too deep and feel upset myself. The only best solution was to leave her alone till she comes back, and the patience did pay off cos i've finally heard from her... it appears to me that all is well and i might have my dear friend back very soon =)

Sharon is my best friend since 13, she's been pretty tied up by her wedding plans and the stress level has reach its max. I tried all i could to help her out and we are counting down days to the big day. i cannot wait till she cry tears of happiness, then i would silently pat my own shoulder and say to myself "well done, you can take a break now"

Phyllis is someone very hype and the person i will sought to enquire about my future plans. She is very positive and has endless good opportunity in life. Her relationship took a downturn lately and i was worried she might become another result of a bad break up. Thankfully, she has place her usual hype to good use and seize the opportunity to learn to love herself and the people around her. I see her transformation as a role model for me to follow. Phyl is certainly someone who pulls the positivity near her. I want to be this happy too =)

Paperstop is, in my opinion,  an individualist who knows exactly what she wants. The only problem with this young lady is her consciousness that is blocking out many obvious cue for her to move forward to achieve what she has seek out for. i am usually not worried for Paperstop, she has her way of talking me out of the dark clouds, the same i would do for her when she needed someone to hear her out. Paperstop compliment my flaws, having her as a close friend is something i will work doubly hard to keep dear.

My circle of friends are very unique, they discover many sides of me that i would never figure out myself. i want to continue to worry for their wellness, just as much as i know they are doing the same for me. They must be extremely positive lately, just staying by their side makes me lucky too =)



Thru months of eating lunch box for lunch, i've manage to save enough to contribute to the family. After moving out from our own house since 2008 august, My parents and i have the luxury of living together with our dear cousins whom we are very close with. Even so, a part of us wanted a place we could we call our own. And thankfully, with the combine effort of us all, we are finally making this dreams come alive.

Yesterday, after months of immediate planning and saving, my siblings and i have came up to enough money to afford the downpayment of a decent 5 room flat. It wasnt easy, but we did it!    i am proud of my family... Dad&sis has been house hunting for a while, i didnt play a part in the process because i felt my desperation to get a house soon was greater than that of theirs so naturally i wasnt the best player to plan my moves smartly when it comes to the hunting process.

Dad&sis fell in love with a 5 room flat located up in Amiralty Link. I had never visualize myself staying around that area but i knew the place a good choice given that it was relatively new in the 1990s and during that time my parents were pretty keen on that area. Dad suggested bbbbb comes along the house viewing and i invited my dearest cousin Ray&his mum over as well.. Together, all 8 of us did a tour around the house, looking at the possibility of staying there permanently and surprisely, we all Like it!

Needless to say, we paid the downpayment and agreed to continue saving (since the amount adds up to above our current budget). We will finally have a house in Amiralty this september 2012 =)

bbbbb was extremely happy for me, i guess he knew how badly i wanted this to happen. The Secret says if you wish for something to happen so badly then it would happen. The day had come, and now is all about saving and saving and waiting for the right moment we can move in as a Family. bbbb is part of us, i could tell because Dad needed his opinion..  i think bbbb is secretly happy himself, he knew the huge stone on my chest will be unloaded pretty soon. I finally have the space and time to think of my next move in life. Thank you for making everything happen. This is a thank you for anyone, anything that make this possible. Thank you for the second chance. i'll hold it dear.

And if you are wondering whether the entire shift could means jeopardizing bbbb and my future plan then dont worry it really wouldnt be a problem. The sort of future we foresee together is slightly different than the ones we are seeing around us. One thing i know for sure, unlike the rest of my friends, i am paying for a family house at the age of 25 =)    and unlike them all, i really wanted a wedding too simple it'll make the the Bridezilla feel ashame. Therefore, knowing how things will eventually comes into place (take the house this time for example), all it takes it the right moment for the right thing to happen. If my positive vibes continue to stay around me, who knows what might happen?

or perhaps bbb might surprise me with something out of the ordinary, but we shall leave that to my imagination, shall we?

Have a pleasant week ahead


~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~