Got my eyebrow pierced!!



haha.. it came upon as a shock to me too!!! so people dun be too astonish.
many ppl ask me how long it took me to decide to do it? --> 1 day

i actually had tots of it but was put off readily, then one day an old time friend came to vist and she had this too. i was damn anxious and ask her for details, and the next thing u know is- i got a eye brow piercing!!

i shall now do the honour of passing this stages to u all

i walk into the tatoo shop in far east level 4 call "primitive Art", sign a ceritificate of agreement
waited in the surgery room
the lady was a tough but friendly lady name Kantu, she is a mother of 2 child age 16 and 18. I was a little too nervous to talk so my friend took over by talking the more painful stuff such as giving birth, then all of a sudden Kantu turn and ask if we are pregant haha.. we told her we are damn young..

soon i told her i am scared and is doind this for the first time, so she understood. She pinch my eyelid and ask if it hurts, when i say no she pinch harder and hold it there. i din wan to be affected by the pinch so i closed my eye.
(in the meantime she actually replace her finger pinching with a clamp, without me knowing it)
the pain of the pinching was actin so i was concentrating on the pinching, next thing i know-- i am done!)
turns out while i was numb to the pain of the pinching she had immediately stuck the needle with its bottom attached to part of my stucks, the needle slowly went through and came out at the other end, so there was only the tightening of the ball bearing left to do, after that i was told to apply sterilse solution on my wound and wella! a new pierce..

hah.. i know i sound crazy, but its pretty fun,

except-- mummy ignoring me till date, the man's strong objection to hang out wiht a pierce gal and his fear for his family reaction!!

-.-" whats the big deal with an extra hold onyour eye?

some random pic

Denise and me at the event-- buter factory

love this top, from dorothy perkins, but high neck tee and kristal dun match

My Sunday Off day
its an amazing day again hanging out with my now "friend" man.
we had to hide from parents our identity so he came over to stay but remain our distance.
the next mornig he prepare himself and went off to work

mummy nag at me to wake up cos they are all going to eat stuff i dun eat (i.e Kway chap)
so i drag my feet out and we all left to Macpherson road where as usual i ended up eatin tau-pok and egg..
The funniest thing was Mummy actually tot she could trick me like she did in the olden days, she was like "those are ngoh hiang, u will like one"
-.-" i was damn entertained i went like "yeah, pig intestine fried will become ngoh hiang one"

after the very very unfufil i-hate-food lunch, i was pestering Dad to keep me company before i could meet him after he knock off at 3. So Bro sugested we all head down to Phillip warehouse sales down toa payoh. sad to say we ended up buying nuttin all because

me: "mummy, we are going to buy the web cam and i'm paying"
Mummy:"dun wan! later ur mei mei anyhow strip for stranger online how?"
Brother Gary:" dun wan! later mei mei lost all her friends!"
me:" huh.. why?"
Brother Gary:" later they see their real face lor!"

i was laughing so hard but my sister was obviously pissed.. so i try to humour her by saying

me:"dun be sad k? i know u dun dare to strip also, so much fats!"

haha.. i am a totally meanie sister.. my sis almost punch me.. but she loves me so thats all that matters

anyway met up with him and we ate a little, bought some stuff (he paid for my dorothy perkins top, i bought myself a kappa pumps) and we both shared a spec (which he will use for his D&D and i will change the lens thereafter to make my new pair of spec)

we went back to his place and prepare him for his D&D outfit (theme is old school)

his sister suprise me with some wardrobe clean up. din know gals should be like that

she was like "got all this while i was working at Bobbi brown's counter (she is now the senior manager), you can have them"

ALL BRAND NEW AND HIGHLY EXPENSIVE

Bobbi Brown mini lipstick in nude colour (she din pass me the colour ones cos i dun use them)

MAC lip care ( i hug these cos they cure my crack lips instantly)

Stila Sun screen (i am not sure bout this but i'll try them)

Stila Lip gloss and lip colour (this is DAMN GOOD cos its two way, one way a very sweet pink gloss and the other a nude colour lip gloss)

haha.. it shall total to be about $150 cos the lip care itself add to $59, i rejected the rest cos i dun use them and cos i was to embarress to.. all brand new k?~!!!

shall doll myself up and the man and i shall try to save this failed relationship

ok.. shall cont'.. we walk and chatted around town, strolling from cineleisure to Paragon ( to check out Agnes. B) and takashimaya (for Agnes.B and Coach)

we also went to far east to exchange his shirt.. damn funny when my colleagues commented i was there in far east for all 3 weeks of my off day

finally we head back to Cineleisure for our movie.. whike waiting

he banned this picture because of his hugely obvious pimples!

here's a better one

Us... trying VERY hard to stay a distance.. hey.. a friend's gotta do wat a friend's gotta do

i swear his sulky eyelid is such a hindrance

our reminiscene of the lunch in the afternoon

here's one shot of me.. obviously without him..

and one more to show the boredom during the pathetic 45min of wait before the movies starts sitting

here's the bag of tee i bought him.. fucking recognised brand, but worth it cos the designer is such a good fren of mine

haha.. signs of Aging? No! i use SK-II peel mask -.-"


anyway on a side note, the Dave Teo fellow that was here yesterday afternoon with the SAR-21 rifle turns out to be his friend, to tink i was jokely talking bout him the same afternoon..
The man happen to chance upon another friend there and they were both concern about his verdict. i manage to find out his was to be jailed for 10 years, and his friend, who did not inform the police of the situation was to be sentence to 5 years jail. There was another additional 5 strokes to each guy..

i had the greatest fun today achieving wat the man and i call "date"



this was however, planned on the intention to treat each other as friend. we were to avoid intimate act (i.e. holding hand)the plan was to catch a movie, check out both Agnes.B and Coach wallet to see which one will fits him more (i am buying him a wallet) and get the size of the "Sidewalk 10" local brand Tee which i bought for him from Alex (the designer of the shirt by the way) changed cos it was way too big.the day started pretty fine with us leavong the house only after 1, we had our lunch at a sub-restaurant of Billy Bombers call "Hips Diner" which serves mostly beef related food (which mean our choices were limited cos we both hate beef)





looking hungrily at the menu


Check out Hips Diner Menu


i was entertaining myself by cam whoring


took this on the reflection of the diner's wall


our drink, complimantary drink, our drink, he hates them all






to be cont'

hate my about-to-leave-me boyfriend..
sometimes i dread being in a relationship.. we are better off as frens..

anyway he has gladly decided not to accompany me tomorrow night and to dedicate the night over to his all-girls complete colleagues.. RIGHT!!!

so i've decided too that he shall be banned from any of my future outing with colleagues.. since my colleagues are all girls too..

cant understand man la.. sometimes they appear so deprive of other women, fat or thin, ugly or pretty.. so long as the company is different from the one they have been facing all this while..

then on wed we agreed to hang out together the whole day!
TELL ME WHO WILL NOT BE ANGRY? MY BOYFRIEND HANG OUT WITH HIS ALL-GIRLS COLLEAGUES ALL NIGHT AT THE KTV.. AND DEN DECIDED TO HANG OUT WITH ME ALL DAY ON WED..

so i conclude the only one to benefit from this situation is HIM!! how can!!

i've planned my aftermath of life without him. Since my besties has never give up on me since day 1.. they will still be the love of my life.. sharing my ups and downs while we patiently hunt for my true soul.

and since his DAD now hates me (because he has decided i am depriving him of his time with his precious son) he can jolly well keep his DAD company.. since he has decided not to dedicate too much time into this relationship anyway.

i am giving myself up to next yr to get over this relationship.. this man do not deserve me.. if some other girls can lure him into spending less time with me (even though we only meet once to twice a week now) .. then he do not deserve my dedication... enough is enough.. i felt my presence is senseless to him no more anyway..


life has to go on.. we'll just have to decide how to make our next step right..

its sad to believe the one who gave up on the relationship is me.. but it is even sad to know that he would have committed lesser in this relationship. i guess
-- you will never appreciate something till u've lose it..

sometimes whether u like it or not life has to move on..
i am burnig inside with the desire to just strip completely, and along with those heavy moments,
throw off my clothes and all that shouldn't have matter

i hate my man, yet he was the sweetest,.. yesterday final rehearsal had been madness, models refusing to wear their shoes, models demanding to change their outfit, models forcing me to attached funny extra stuff on their shoes.. for a minute i was shattered. Glad the event team leader Jess took it all pretty well. A word from her sometimes means a million to me

i am like a manger-employee, slave-queen, supervisor-servant kind of person. sometimes i felt i really had to be treated badly, other times i wish they would have spare me that extra comment. i feel neglected when everyone is showing me the attention!

its like, in a few days time, the face behind those thing u wear on ur foot will be reveal, the anxiety and anticipation holds my breath. i needed to breathe.. i need that extra arm to push me to move.

my besties were supportive, though some actions sometimes make me feel the agony. When something is gone once, it will never come back again.


look at the mess!!! ur shoes are my babies now!!!

to relax a bit. denise plans a break the fifties- cam whoring session, so we tried our best, give all we could and took pic after pic to lighten the mood we were all in.

i really couldn't describe the feelings i am holding inside me now.. one day i will strip it all..

it irritates me how my life is moving on.. Fats and more fats, laziness and putting weight.. i work and then sleep..

even my bf decides to divert his attention on work..
i cant say i blame anything, i hate this, but this is the peak of my life, for the Fashion Show will be launching soon.. after which i can take a long break.

i want my life back. I hated being piled with life-threatening deals that doesn't really matters. i wan my best friends to bug me with outings, my usual poly-kakis to keep asking me out and my bf to irritates me.. and cousins to pester me

carefree life is too free.. argh!!!!

if i am famous one day will people still acknowlege me?
i will pull my besties to claim the glory..

i need that attention now people!!!!

Work today sucks..

hate busy days, hate being order around, i guess i am sufferring from a serious job-hate-cy
i wish for a holiday, cheap, almost free, and enjoyable


haha.. anyway that day my man board a bus that looks as interesting as this..
let me know if u can sit on any that is even better thatn this for as low as $0.65 - SBS bus
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cushion seats by the back

colourful handrails with green bar chairs

check out those bar chairs.. on public bus!!!

red leather seats for u couples

tiny chair for the singles

more chair as Singaporean are more singles..



i swear this is SBS bus number 5.. try ur luck some day k?

Just when was the last time you sit by the window let the cold wind wash onto your face

i had this question ponder on me for the past few minutes, for tonight the wind is exceptionally strong.
i haven had the urge to blog for the longest time, today the urge arrive, congested and ready to burst

i miss everyone so much.. DKS is breaking up.. the feeling is strong..
Denise and i still met up, but Sharon seems to disappear, maybe to some others friendship is never on top

Apel is the sweetest to drop by town and pay me a visit, i am sick of far east, the though of going there is equilvalent to working.. i might just puke

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dining at Yuki-Yaki

The perfect vege-mushroom combo- my favourite.. cooked by the Man =)
(i am still gleeming with delight)

there was this ice metal plate where u scrap icecream off.. yum yum
(we ate so much ice cream)

Even more ice cream (haha.. to psycho u)

these are cups of melted ice cream syrup, u have to pour them over the ice-metal-plate to freeze it into ice-cream again=)

How u can tel when 2 person are @#$@#%#$^fucking full

Here are some food we cooked, as u can probably tell by now, the man and i are pure-chicken-eater. No beef, no lard, no pork

here's another vege-mushroom combo which i din really like.. but it was another gift from the man

more to keep u hungry..(pardon my appetite, mushrooms and vegetables just turns me on more than anything else.. hahhaa)

hw to tell a person is in love?

she tinks about the same person so much she practically sees his face on her hp..

thats waht i did.. now i have a silly boy picture on my phone..

and he has mine too!!!

wa-hahahha.. disguested? about to vomit?

better not, the worst has yet to come..

dread being online..

dread putting thoughts into words,,

am working on a book call "the pleasure's mine"

its a book very sexually involve, talks about a girl whose life revolve around S/M,. \

turns out there are alot of people that likes to be dominant and some who prefer to be submissive,

so if ya a submissive, yu enjoy being hurt, spank in the ass(they call them cheek) and urine in the facem wound with a rope,

if ya a domme(for female), doms(for males) u prefer to torture the submissive, on the tiniest things they've done wrong..

i can see how S/M works, they find a suitable partner, one who likes to be hurt, and the other who likes to hurt.

Thats how the business works, some submissive (mainly woman) only enjoys being dominated by another female.

Many S/M does not involves sex..

realise the world is so strange.. ? i cant figure out how people thinks.. but by reading novels stating their thougt and feelings.. i am feeling really strange being a normal person myself..

hai.. till another day

Very long ago





giving a treat to Sharon and Denise with my first pay..
we had dinner at a Korean restaurant and the bill was a total rip off

*thanks to the smart waitress, i manage to save $50 on the bill.haha

anyway that was a incident all too long ago.

today Denise darlin gave me and sharon a treat.. we had a sumptous dinner at Kim Gary, which is a poshier version of Xin wang Hong Kong Cafe.. food was great.. portion was so wrong!!!

my noodle came to me in a bowl twice the size of my head. We then carry on shopping till the shop have to chase us all out of the mall. haha.. girls are girls..

We end the day with some really delicious cakes at Bakerinz.. try it cos its fucking nice.
its been a while since i blogged and chat with my besties.. They look almost the same, except
1. Denise claim she is putting on weight to a unhealthy range soon
2. sharon avoids all tummy issues cos she claims she has one
3. Kristal says she put on 1 fucking@#$%#^$^ kg

all in all, we are all getting fatter. hate it./
Anyway i bought my bra from La Senza today, i tot i was a pretty big splender to bought 4 sets all at once.
Cant blame it thou.. its been a while and my flesh needs some new cushion.. hahhaa


i've been spending non-stop time with my boyfriend, we visit Ikea not too long ago and are about to buy a queen size bed together, this is so because he hasn;t had a bed since forever, and thought one huge bed will be nice to sleep on for the very first time. This bed, he claims, also serve as a mean to prepare me to spend nights with him at his place.. i tot that was highly redundant, cos mum will kill me if i ever did.
Anyway a bed will be nice cos off days i spend at his place in the day totaly boreds me,,. we will usually rent a DVD to watch, buy some food and "nua" till the sun goes down, then i will head home.. now at least i can "nua" on the bed.. haha

ok.. so much about a bed, its really fun trying to doll up a simple room.. all from square 1.

Anyway i had to confess, after much discussion with my boyfriend,,.
i bet alot of people wanna know about the dark secret..
===== i had a thing for an ang moh looking guy
its been a while, and i finally couldn't tk it anymore one day, i confess to him (my bf)
The man got really really devastated over the whole issue but i was really glad he stayed by me all this while..

eventually i weight my importance in life and decided to fall back to simple ground..
i am still with my bf, proud to say, and we are even more truly in love..

haha. pure nonsece.. night reader