As request,, here are some pictures taken on the first tanning trip after the final exam.. i am still like a white ass

The hottie.. tag me if ya interested =)

embarressed. thats me

Stupid and random picture taken

The hottie.. she looks hot in every angle

1@#213!@!#!@# dunno why it repeats




more of us together, Boys get jealous

haha.. this is to show the real amount of fats i have in me,,

slicky

Somethings are never too late, while i missed - out of my forgetfulness - the angel final goodbye before Clar flies to Denmark, i tot i can express this regretfulness worldwide, so u can read them, even when u are over at the other side


Dear Clar, we are the sort that seldom hangs out, and times when we do hang out are short yet also fufilling, u and i share alot in common, especially towards our ideal partner.
The difference in age hasn;t been much of a hindrance except during clubbing matters, yet when we hang out together, there are always so many other things to be done.
Pau Clar me, me clar pau, its always been, or rather for me, it has always been the three of us.

There are many times i fail to turn up for an arrange outing, one where either one of us make the effort to organise. This brings me reflection to make up for the next outing organised, there are NEVER problems bringing other unknown friend along cos ultimately we'll all end up as friends too.

Its been planned, me and pau will send u off at the airport, despite my effort to request for the half day, its was to no avail. It was partly my fault too, so i should not blame. I hope u accept my apology, of which i promise to mke the extra effort to pick u up when u return.

During this period, u shall bake ur cake in peace, rest assured Pau is in good hands, i will takkaire of ur darlin, we'll be praying for each other day u get to contact us. i dun expect to receive as much as what Pau will receive, just probably a gentle note that u have landed in Denmake safe and is enjoying urself.

ur web cam shall be higly useful to communicate. Please miss us like we'll miss u =)

Love, Angel Mama

p/s: i just head a gun shot at about 12.35pm. Supposedly we'll be expectin the news on headline tomorrow.. hehe.. night

i am officially knowledgable, thats only because i learn 2 really long words today
- scrutinizing
- obstracizing
and i chose these 2 words only because it has the same meaning (somehow) and i can use them inter-changeably = make someone feel really awkward and isolated

like "Denise is scrutinized, she shouldn't have turn up "

or am i wrong?

anyway, thats it, i've been working at far east all the time, needed a serious break. Just today, a mere 7 hours at work and i finish the entire novel "running with scissors"

its a serious;y nice novel, with details on abuse, gay-sex, lesbian-sex, masturbation and psycopath
u learn in every chapter of the novel, a person's emotion on every single details in life,
this is probably the next book to make me not stop, with "The boy call IT" as the first one and "Singapore Erotica" as the second.

Ok thanks for the invite to Sakae => couple!

sometimes i wonder why they wont get to business and BE TOGETHER for good, after all its been going on for a while now

The leftovers .. haha.. Sharon and me without our man

It was real fun, cam whoring and eating, all that enters the stomach means we are puttin on weight, but for once non of it matters. I guess sometimes we are so litle, so little u hope u can stop worrying about silly stuff. Its gets pretty stupid tinking about how hard u try to work things out when in fact that was not wat u wanted

Anyway speaking of that reminded me of a dear friend Riduan Chitty, who badly wishes to fly to the other part of earth to say hellow to a gal he likes, hero indeed, but whatever the outcome, good luck pal u have my support

there are lotsa of "supposedly" in life, many times u hope u can put a stop to it.. but whatever it is, u'vce tried ur best (at least at that point of time u did)

There u have, Denise. Sharon.Kristal. going stronger!!!
haha.. though Dad and Mum still has problem recognising who is who, and Dad needs a little more time accepting the fact that Sharon is back into my life. I appreciated this friendship more than ever before. We've been thru so much, and many of those cannot be comparable to those we've discovered in Poly life. we all agreed that for a friendship to last, all shall chip in. And this years has make me pretty much confidence of this friendship, its here to last u know!

At Liquid kitchen's

love this pic, she REALLY LOOKS LIKE SAMMI CHENG LA
Denise looks like she has the "nike eyebrows" its makes us all laugh

Drinkin is not a bad habit, its a habit
u appreciate what u drink cos each and every glass is couple with effort to blend them, long years to brew them, i do not believe drinking is addictive, its like HIGHLY not la. the 3 of us, happily drinking away (ok only i had a little much more alcohol. Denise has a strawberry breezer and Sharon drank some passionfruit wine) i had some funny rum combi with vodka and peach.. interesting!

miss this out earlier.. the couple looks really stern in this one.. better show it

this is to prove our cam skill, we each has our very own olympus.. (mine's thanks to the man, and lotsa of colleagues)

When the couple tries their best to look romantic

My besties, i am IN LOVE WITH THEM!! (i am flying)

Sharon and me.. we hang around too much la.. see!! now look like twins liao

The final one..

Here's what happen directly after the last paper
Kristal rushes home, happiily chatting with her besties

Say good Bye to KrisSie's room

Firstly goodbye to the drawer of the double decker bed, its been so long

The material use in this operation

The bed on the overal "Saving Bed KrisSie"

The painter finally reach the house, pretty gal paintin the bed, guys u have to see this!

This is denise at work, her serious look makes u perspire

Aiding us in this project is photographer Sharon, whom u can see smilin away, behind her is ME!!!!! cleaning the WALLS Of my bedroom

Here's the end result, i did 85% of the painting while Denise help finish the mess, took 2 days but the result is so wonder, so now there is a pink bed for new year

Even the drawers are freshly painted, i feel like i'm in a marshmellow kingdom.. how pathetic

Denise shall finish up, check out the boxer i made her wear, tell me which housekeeper can be that HOT?!

anyway after that we rewarded ourselves at the Sakae, which i shall upload the photos shortly

The second last formal presentation

i am not born a office lady, or am i?

Kristal @ work, in comfy attire

GUess waht?!~!~ here's my NUM member card

Love me

Afternoon sun seems hotter, the best time will be a rejuvenating bath after a long day with tight fitting skirt and long sleeve top
Tot the happier thing seems to outwit the pressurizing ones, the painful part has yet to arrive. , where's the sense of emergency?

the painstaking part is the knowing the selfless facet of life, while many of us are taking the pain to remember others, there are others who we cant wait to get rid of, this shall include the lecturers in school whom give no face during presentation.

i wanna start a new life, work on a new living strategy. feeling restless now, better get on with the black and white!

Brewerks @ Clark Quay


when the head is bigger than the head

The other couple

The Girls

We ordered Pink Wine! 8 shots off the rack
had potato skins and chilli cheese fries as appetizer

the wine is superb!!! total bills amount to $80 plus, but its oh-so-splendid

Finally met up the parents to dinner

Had a fun time with the man

He treat me to dinner at swensen.. that was the sweetest

Kristal looking happy..

Sister and me on the return journey from dinner

we totally look alike

happier Kristal

Sulky Kristal

Bro and Sister having a fun time on the van

Sister and me.. where is our differences?

Bro having fun

Sister and me again



On 30th January
went to school as per normal, had my project
then met the man for dinner, glad he was around, it was a very fun dinner, cos he is the SWEETEST! haha. we even concluded that that was the very 2nd dinner we really sit down and enjoy, most of them were "da-bao" and "wanton mee"
We talk bout lots of stuff, then we shop around, he also paid for the present i chose, of course something practical, such as lingerie (haha. dun misunderstand, he caught nuttin out of it)
send me home

when he left, again i was telling Dad about the sum of money he owe me
what anger me most was the fact that no one seems to be bothered by the fact that it was my birthday tomorro
I left into my room, tryign to remain my cool
then he shouted from the outside, say it was useless to give birth to a daughter
dun understand the pain of raising one up and all that crap.
i was unhappy, so called Marc to hang out with me, cos the man has just booked in.
Dad shouted at me and we had a fight, just then Jonathan call to wish me, i was in a anger and happen to press on the answer key, he heard the entire quarrel and when i ran out of the house
i called Marc to hurry down and ran to the nearest and most remote spot. needed somebody but din wan anyone to see me in this state.

Marc came soon and he accompanied me to the nearest reservoir, sat there and i totally cried my heart out, mumbling and all.
anyway lets cut it really short, the man rush out of his camp to look for me but i shut off the phone, Jonathan drove under my block and called me too. Mum and Dad called me too it was chaotic.

in the end, all of them came by the reservoir, Jon and the man finally met, it was like a rival kind of thing, but they talk things out, Marc stood at one corner, almost helpless.

As for me, i was crying la..
the night soon ended, went home in the middle of the night, Dad came into the room to check out, but i hide myelf under the pillow, cried till next morning.

so.. as for the details, better to remain unknown, dun wanna type it out, pretty hurting.

it hurts to be poor, but hurt more to be sympathise, do not show me a single bit of sympathy.
Remember those beggar who had full body? People curse them and said its not as if they cant earn the money.
me? i am very much the same, i can make money and i am earning them, this month has been bad cos i skip too much work for my graduation.

but fear not, cos by 13feb i wil start earning again.
so never never, pity me

anyway the next day of birthdya was equally, but i manage to pluck up the courage to go home.
We went to Clark Quay to have dinner, it was a celebration for me and my bro, we are exactly 366 days away, so his birthday is on the 30th jan and i am on the 31st jan.

couldn't complain much, it was a really thoughtful dinner, we end it off with a tiny cake



my pressie!! the piggy if from lakshmi..
and the ???piggy if from Celina Hai Er

my bro just need that attention/ Happy Birthday