The frustration

you know how it feels like to be slam in the phone by someone who's frustrated with you ?

i sure did, and not only was the victim of being hanged up, i was also the culprit to hang up on others...

but that feeling sucks... and just seconds ago i've gotten a slam phone call by a colleague who was frustrate i'ven pass him the document in advance when i;ve specifically draft a e-mail informing all informed party of the matter.

Like people, grow up! This is work.... you are paid - if not higher than lower- to do a job just like we were.

Does that gives u any right to slam the phone in their face when you are frustrated?

NO!

you realise the consequence of your harsh action?

• truly awkward moments if you shall see the person you hang up on later
• you cannot explain, if the conversation had been recorded for KPI purposes
• you are a man who doesnt act like one and it has just been proven
• your arm is aching from the slamming
• the phone might spoil
• and you might NEVER pick up another courage to call up the same person asking her for the next major production ever again.

but i have nothing to lose... i was just a vulnerable woman who had learn the true colours behind your friendly front..

In fact, you are actually an old creature filled with grudges when you put on your fake smile.

And after i finish penning this thoughts on my blog.. i am just gonna print the documents you need and walk right to your table and place it nicely on top...

you will feel the shame... wont you? A man age of 30 behaving worst than a young lady who's temporarily taking over the duty of her very pregnant manager.

How is everyone going to think of you.... gee i wont know....

but i knwo how everyone will think of me now...

i am a forgiving young lady who shows wont put hard feelings at work, who merely did everything she could to save the awkward situation created by you and move on with life.

shame on you! i hope you are regretting your action now.....

cos i feel rather sorry for you......... boo!~

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

Morning!~

Workplace officially banned Facebook yesterday so i am here now all pathetic and pictureless... there is soooooooooooooooooooooo much photo to share.... wish i could open facebook from another acct outside workplace. Just like how NYP-IT use to banned friendster, and a very magnificent Mark-Zuckerburg-inspired guy decide to set-up a website that is link directly to his desktop at home.

Since no LAN/IP address is detected through our access to his personal desktop, for the longest time we were the only few who could access Friendster. But not too long later everyone was accessing his desktop from school and it soon quietly crashes... haha... all the IT-geeks at school back then....

i guess i shall have to load pix from my phoney at the moment till i figure a way out.

Some pictures back from the day before, when Paper and i hang out after our dance practice at work- we are preparing for an ensemble for the year-end annual company DnD.

we've decided to bring ourselves back to the past, when pictures looks like they's been soak in Lipton for far too long/////

sorry for the lack of description and pictures flooded post.....

to summarize, we went to Jurong Point, which was the nearest mall to our house (Paper and i live about 3 blocks away from each other- 2 bus stops to be exact)..... we had initially plan to settle dinner/ shop at Cityplaza, and soon drifted to Bugis.... but by the time dance ends, we can only make do with Jurong Point...

Simply put- please drive me around Paper- as soon as you pay for the damage you;ve done to the car...... oh.. and ask for extra seatbelt, i am quite uncomfortable being your passenger after your recent bloopers!

So after i bought a dress- thanks to the SUPER persuasive salesgirl + Paper bought 2 dresses! we settle dinner at our common likable place- Lai Lai Beef Noodle..

I dunt eat beef...... and Paper is too skinny to eat even 1/4 of it... i had to admit it wasnt value for mone.y.. the amount of food we waste after each meetup is just a shame!

more pic during/before/after dinner...

and here's the place we got our dress.. thumbs up to the salesgirl for her persuasiveness.... i find it hard for anyone to leave the store without purchasing....

Kristal's outfit
- Dress from Uncle Freddy's back in 2009
- Stripe peektoe pumps
- belt is 3 for S$10 from Bugis Street
- watch from Sovil Titus
- bag is single-tone Longchamp
- wallet on hand from Bally

Paper's Outfit
- dress from ____________
- Shoe from Jurong Point- random
- pearl necklace
- bag from Prada...

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

Dear Diary,

i wish life was better now...

Things have change and i am no longer that happy

I am force to grow up and understand things have to go the way i dislike for the sake of the person i really love.... and that is a huge step in our relationship

and despite countless attempt to twist the situation, nuttin is working and things are really changing to the way he prefers it.. i have yet to find the good of it.

from now, office hours are like my singlehood period, i am alone and in total control of my life. i will do online shopping, buy things i like, work constantly and multitask like i;ve been doing all this while. I will sms my friends like Pau and Viv when i really need to talk to someone, or simply walk over to PaperStop for some needed attention.

I will have to endure till 5.30pm, den spend the next half an hour to myself travelling to school. Come 6pm and i will have to idle around till lesson starts, and if i am lucky i might receive some calls, otherwise i am still to myself.

Oh and diary, i no longer look forward to weekend, because weekdays are a bore... i told Paper i lose the momentum to want to come to work in the morning. Even if Friday are nearing i wont feel that special of it cos the entire weekdays had been enuff to drain me out. I tot i use to deserve weekend, but now i dont think i am earning for it cos there hadnt be much of a special meaning.

Where's my stand now? i dunno.... i only know doing all this are suppose to be for the better... but Diary, i hate this sort of life as we were suppose to know it.... i dread it completely.

signing off,

Me.

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

MORAL OF A STORY

One faithful evening, like any others, Mr Grey came back to find his wife, home as usual. He took off his socks, went to his Lazy-boy and sat there watching the tv.

Mr Grey:" Honey, get me a beer, it's about to start!"
*Mrs Grey went to get him his beer before getting back to her chore*

------------------5 mins passed------------------------

Mr Grey:" Quick Honey, get me another beer, its starting"
*Mrs Grey whines a little, pass him his beer and got back to work*

------------------15 mins passed------------------------

Mr Grey:" Honey! Beer... my beer! "

*Mrs Grey got a little frustrated, but pass him his beer anyhow*

------------------20 mins passed------------------------

Mr Grey:" Hurry Honey! Get me a beer, its starting any minute"
Mrs Grey:"do you not see that i am working, do you not realise i've a whole bucket of your shitty clothes to clean, are you intending to sit here all night just staring at the tv, havent you got an idea how much it takes..... blah blah blah blah...... blah blah blah blah blah................

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Mr Grey:"..... see.. it HAS started"

Moral of this story?

----> just shut the fuck up ladies... your man can stand you no more...

so cant my bf..... and its draining on our relationship big time/////

argh! get me a gun, i ought to shot dead myself...... this is not going on the right track.....

Trip to Birmingham - Baby Eloise & Anna
On our list of thing to do during my visit to UK, bbbbbbb had plans for us to drop by and visit his relative over at Birmingham.

So along with what little clothes we can carry, we took a Megabus on a almost 5hrs journey to Birmingham from Newscastle, everything was done online.. finding the place to board the bus was also difficule task for us.

Thank God for really nice residents..... while we took out the map and start navigating our way, one extremely kind soul asked if we were looking for megabus. It came as a shock for someone to actually offer their help when we didnt even ask for (and i must emphasize this is one of the many examples of real good people in UK)

He told us the exact spot we are standing on is the correct place, no sign anywhere to indicate anything, thou we were in doubt, we chose to trust this kind soul who expect nuttin in return to make sure we dont roam around aimlessly outside the train station in this super cold weather, it was in the wee morning and the wind was really harse..... Megabus soon came.....

IT WAS A NIGHTMARE!!!... we the only 2 on the bus and the driver was really friendly, but his driving i cannot say the same,... we were both excited at first.... den once his driving start to sink in.... both of us were purple-face.... i wanted sooooooo badly to puke and so did he.... we got up from our seat and try our best not to focus on the swirling.... Mind you! the route to Birmingham has up to 100 roundabout........................

bbbbbbbbbb suggest lying on 2 seats per pax and try to fall into a deep sleep.. i am thankful for that suggestion........ otherwise i swear i will puke a hundred times! it was REALLY that bad.....

but it was all worth it! hours later we reach birmingham, met Uncle and his family for lunch and off we went to see the babies...... Need no further emphasis on their cuteness you can judge for yourself! Enjoy,........ cos i definitely would!

Baby Eloise and Kristal Jie Jie..... she could only scream in joy at this stage......... *CUTE*

Yih Shian yiyi, one of bbbbbbbbbbb's very very very nice cousin............... she is still in UK now

Baby Eloise can pose for picture at her young age,.... bet you are impressed!

i really like Baby Eloise huge eyes, they are mega-huge and definitely bigger than my fake-contacts.. hahaha..

did i mention? bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb really warm my heart each time he plays with Baby Eloise...... he is super gentle and a really nice Uncle.. hahahaha

Baby fancies bread..... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

baby plays...........

baby stuff-bread-face

Rodman-jiujiu plays peekaboo with baby Eloise........... and she genuinely enjoys it.!

erm.... *so did Rodman Jiujiu -.-"

Baby throws tantrum

Rodman jiujiu feeds Baby Eloise her favourite yogurt =)

Baby had even more fun

Baby Eloise crawls

and there is Anna the Princess, who is also my best friend over in Birmingham, she is REALLY smart for a 5-yr old and the PRETTIEST young lady i'v ever came across...

WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER, she's always pulling me around to the backyard for the slide of out the door for some flower..... she is always full of surprise + tantrum but soooooooooooooo lovely........

and she was the icon for my very classic joke! we had to speak to Anna in Chinese so she knows her roots

Kristal:" Jing Tian Shi Anna's de Sheng Ri, Ni yao Chuan de mei mei de ok?"

It's Anna's birthday today, gotta dress yourself up.... mei mei!

*Anna was upsets and almost cry

Anna: IT'S JIE JIE'S BIRTHDAY, NOT MEI MEI'S!

Happy fifth Anna, you are the loviest girl i;ve ever came across.. hope you remember Kristal JieJie ok?

all of us celebrating Anna's fifth over at a chinese restaurant

Anna's mummy bake those cupcakes. 4-4-4-1 was her secret formula, i cant forget this!

i would also like to extend my special thanks to Rodman's relative for their very warm welcome and for making our trip to Birmingham so enjoyable......

In addition, i really love staying at Anna's place..... her parents are the most welcoming family and her house is REALLY lovely.... i didnt take picture cos i want to respect their privacy (really sorry to show the Babies here... they are sooooo lovely..... i cant help it!)

and thereafter the trip, i've been bugging bbbbbbbbbbbb to buy a house in future where i can grow roses like they do..... hahaa.....

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~

In the office at this instant with a very nice top i got from BonitoChico some time back..... what do you think?



am so gonna get bbbbbbbbb to tk a picture of my entire dressup today =) we are heading to Defu Lane for Dinner tonight with his family to celebrate bbbbbb's birthday which is this sunday.. and i am so excited!





Backtrack to last saturday when bbbbbbbbb brought me, his sis and mum to MBS.. after my very intentional (teeheehee.. ) comment on facebook complaining he attend meeting at MBS on weekly basis but never once there to enjoy with his gf...

tthanks bbbbbbbbb

we drove to Shaw House and took bus from the to MBS (cheapo ppl saving on carpark fee can?)
i worn my new top from NEW LOOK which i bought recently at a SUPER-SLASH price of $6 freakign dollar..... thou a little loose........ i am not regretting it a single bit...

GRRRRRRRRRRR.hate my eyebrows..... =(

ahahaha... my eye are popping out in no time!

and skipping all the other picture we took at MBS cos it was bbbbbbbbb's SLR, we jump right to the point i got so excited cos bbbbbbbbbb bought himself a new wallet..

the man attending to us told me the Burberry bag i am carrying is of the latest season.. and bbb's wallet print are last season febuary collection... but since the print looks better on bbbbbbbbb we got them anyhow....

we also like the belt but bbbbbbb;s someone who dislikes wearing belt so we'll stick to his Ted baker's for now..

*omg i sound like a super irritating idiotic bitch that shows off.. wahahha.. but today i am in the mood......!

There was also this performance inside MBS, really good show... but i didnt catch them all before bbb signal us to leave=(

super short post to make you hate me for being a bitch who shows off... hahaha....

now will Viv and Pau pls meet me up soon and slap me in the face and tell me i am just unlikable?

~Sweet.Silly.Stinky.Sleepyhead~