I am the nerd!!!! hahahaha...

cant stand that shirt i am in, took it off halfway thru work, glad i knew my limits, so i brought along a tank in case, and i should say it really came in handy.

Today marks the last day of work before the new year came, lets talk a little about this 2007.

This year was equally bad-luck for me, having to deal with the lost of 2 more relatives, JULY AND NOVEMBER. I wonder was it the pain was too heavy to take tat it no longer matters much. Ever since the lost of my Grandma, nuttin else, and i seriously think nuttin else breaks my heart the way it does any more. I am thankful way up there, she is looking down on me now. And so the song by Craig David always seems so meaningful. Have copied a lil of the lyric by the side, people please understand it line by line.

This year birthday JANUARY was also by far the worst i ever had in my 20 years of life. Though i never talk much about the financial status the family was dealing with, working 3 jobs without a single complain. That very special year of my life, on my 20th birthday, i had the worst fight with my family and for the first time in my life, i ran away from home. Gone to nowhere, hidden in a corner no one can see. For that few hours away from the world, i cried my heart out and wish i could jump straight into the lake right infront of my. For the world was nothing without my grandma, and no one seems to matter. My man and a few more suitors at that time came searching for me, the search finally ended 4 hours later where they found by the lake and everyone was finally relieved.

That very day, Dad cried. i will forever hate that day i was the culprit behind my sad birthday.


That APRIL, the man went to Taiwan and i was led astray by a ang-moh man, and was on the verge of leaving him, in April he came back a completely different man and i was convince i could change too. In april, i told that Ang-moh to leave. In april i was a total ungrateful person.

THAT OCTOBER, i was getting a pay too high and had too many backstabber trying to hurt me, there were colleagues thinking i had an affair with the boss, there were colleagues who form their own clang, there were colleagues that hurt one another and colleagues who were in love with the wrong man. That september, i decided to leave the job i was in since i was 16 and experience some adulthood working life, i've since join my first legal office and is happy. That September i left some burden behind me.

To be Cont

love the japanese cos they are way nice and friendly.

I cannot imagine a temp like me receiving any well wishes and there i have - the ONE AND ONLY christmas card i received all theway mailed from Japan. From one of the supplier Fumika-san.

The only one that remembers a temp here for about a month or so, the only one that spells my name correctly and the only one that recognises my name as a woman, not a MR Kristal

i shall blog a lil about the past-doings.

Lately i've been spending time doing thing to keep myself occupied. The man was damn right in saying i cannot settle down doing nuttin, the term "rotting" hardly applies to me at all.

Been to Denise ballet concert, it was a fabulous dance but i was referring to only the spanish/mexico dance by her. In fact the rest of the performance was similar to the one i attended a year ago. Way to go babe! your dance was fabulous and you TOTALLy stands out. Love it! The sad yet touching part was towards the finale, where a bunch of women in pink sitting next to me went on stage. Both the man and i had initially tot they were a loud lot, retracting in and out of their seats and commenting. I tot i find them pretty irritating, commenting to the man that this Tai Tai's were so rude. Turns out the whole bunch of them were the survivor of cancer and the entire performance were a tribute to their effort to fight against the monstrous cells. i was regretful and almost teared when i saw Denise crying. But hers were the tears of joy, the joy of completing yet another successful performance after the long hours of practice.

Denise was a total hard core at ballet, she can afford to chip her toenail, skip her lunch, twist her ankle, sprain her back and she will never miss a practice. Even when times that she cannot afford to pay for her lessons, she will find ways to make sure she is eligible for the practice. What can i say? TOTAL HARD CORE BALLERINA.

It was this effort she puts in that make me wanna do something to my hobby, my love for tennis and making shoes and the determination to get something right.

A solute to my total babe-besties- DENISE!!!!!

Mummy's big day

That very day, many years ago, a child was born with high hopes in mind
Thou many years later, not all was fufil, deep down in that pumping heart, lies a
spark of hope that it will all rest in kind

My mummy was born 42yrs again at this hour (meaning the hour of the pix, cos this post is so passe), she invited all family member and their spouse-to-be to a delicious dinner at the "???-khan international buffet restaurant" at the ParkMall


My bushy dad and bro munching away, check out their empty bowls.

Unglamourous bro and lil sis

The so-call "buddha-jump-over-the-wall"!!!!!

mummy's munching so fast it hard to capture

and she praise her option for the destination

sis and me. spastic sis and me, retarded looking sis and me

my ma, he's munching hot!~~!!

My one lucky friend



Check out this pretty pretty charm bracelet i found on one of my pretty buddy Hai^er.

i call Chris and Celina relationship "high-maintanance"
haha.. This sort of relationship doesnt comes by easy, with the continous break and patch and finally patch, they prob come thru an experience not one can easy handle.

Those time of Celina being alone, there was a strange aura that tells us Chris wasnt too far away, and despite the negative comment make about this r/s (including one i always spread) it din take them long to realise the bond btw was stronger then any body's comment.

its been so long since we've graduated, and congratualation to the last couple standing strong.

The pic on top is a Tiffany and Co bracelet which (Hai er and i manage to figure out the cost) cost Chris a $600 STRAIGHT OFF HIS BANK ACCOUNT!!!!!

No big deal eh, u might say. Check out what my dearest Hai^er bought for Chris---------------------------------

*CLUE: what is more expensive but equally fun than a PSP?

answer- PLAYSTATION 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my stupid Hai^er spend $800 on a brand new set of PS2 for Chris,

another hole in the pocket.

all that for a relationship that has been steady for so long.

i din manage to get a pic of the set thou, but u can tell hw it works out.
Hai^Er is not rich, but she is willing to pamper her spoilt (haha) and rich bf.

All that for a long relationship.

i tink i suck at relationship/

Think i am going to get a card reader and place it in the office.. its so bored to flood my blog with nuttin but words.

Lunch is over and my abdonimal is hurting like a burning flame, mensus just ended had no idea where this pain came from.

i have a pretty tight schedule this week, today is Chomps with Hai^ Er and Derrick
wednesday is kickboxing signup with Clarinda Angel
Thursday am going cook chicken chop for the man, he suggested we'll eat at soup spoon for dinner before heading to support Denise at her ballet show. (our pre x'mas celebration)
Friday BOWLING!!!

this week is perhaps the busiest week this entire month but i am so so so happy. The past few weeks of laid back life just aint the type of life i am born for. Even mummy is busy with her singing and mahjong session. Dad spend time fixing anything at home and i am just a noob.

wanna go get christmas present for my besties!!!!!!! aint got no partner. =(

FEw days ago was Jamie 21st birthday at the Kbox. she probably spend a bomb on that few of us but we din go for nuttin. WeiZhe, Simon, Derrick and i shared a SK jewellery earring for her. Shall upload its beautiful photo pretty soon.

We were also introduce to some of Jamie friends that are really friendly and fun. The night was good but i had to leave early cos am heading to the Man house to slp so cant expect him to wait upfor me.

haven sing for so long. haven had a life of my own. i wanna hang out all the time and enjoy life like a good teenager!!!

Sometime when money starts rolling in, u haven got the time to spend it..-.-"

Work's pretty good, heard they are opening the interview for someone to take up my position already. That shall leave me no choice to extend my work period here. So gonna miss them all..


i am loving my X'mas advance gift =)
- Musical Box (oh-so-happy)
- White sunshade
- chocolate
- Staple
- chopsticks
- perfume
- hair pin
- magnet
- sweets

and lotsa of pizza, sushi and chicken!!! Log cakes are yummy

............. erm.. so is Secret Receipt Banana chocolate cake. (thx JAmie)


PICTURES!!! ARGH!!!!! (clamp my hair and make me rise)