i will like to talk a little about this year's Chineses New year

the big news is - i've brought the man to visit some of the relatives, they all know who he is to me now.. so the relationship is almost stabilized. On top of that, the man's cousin studying overseas drop by singapore for a short visit, so i join them in some celebration. Its nothing unusual to me cos i've seen them umpteen of times, the difficult part is facing the reality that i've annouce, -for the first time in my life- the guy of my dream, that is staying put for good.

the man join me for reunion dinner at my Aunty's, they find him amusing and it makes me happy knowing how well he is adapting to this environment.

This is a strange stepping stone for one to begin her adulthood, i use to go "woo" and "ah" over my oldest cousin when she first brought her bf to homevisit, i was 14 years old then. i thought she made me jealous, her bf with her whenever she goes, he entertainin the relatives and them having a good impression of him. Soon they were talking about marriage.

but nah.. the relationship after 4 years together, right before my cousin engagement, god know what reason. And before u know it, *Bling* my cousin is happily married to another man with a very very sweet lil daughter.

And then i grow up, this year, Joseph (another cousin of my age) brought his girlfriend to visit, she was a sweet girl and soon became the highlight. And my older bro, as usual, brought along his gf to visit (their third chinese new year together). naturally, for me to be 20 years old now, i became the topic of "where's ur boyfriend"

Someday he can make it, we'll visit my relatives, somedays he cant, i'll go with mum and dad. The feeling is strangely good.

An rather old story
it was just last year that i first went for my home visit, that will have to be Lester's - the one guy i tot i will last with. I was madly indulge in our relationship then and had the mentality that nuttin can come between us, it came to and end all too soon when he suddenly dissapear into thin air, broke off all mode of communication and avoided me for a long time.

He sent me into serious trauma, and he became the top of my list of the things that can upset me the most. even my parents started to worry about the change in me. All too soon, i was ready to move on with life.

Then God sent me another angel, the man, he was patient and could wait. I was mentally never prepare to accept yet another man. i told him i needed a year to decide.
Truth about this one-year thing (which i once told Lester too) is a time for me to seriously evaluate a relationship and to put it on par with my life, should a guy be able to withstand the way i am or even make me wanna change for the better. He is the man.

So Lester kinda of lost in this game. and the man persevere, not that i like both the same, but this time the man has it all, so i suppose i met a even higher and stronger taker for the game.

believe it or not, the game is gonna end soon, the winner is about to rise

all of a sudden i tot about this phrase Denise darlin taught me "Good Game"

haha.

anyway back to the topic, the man make his impression and i am impressed by the way he present himself in this chinese new year, even better was the clothes he convince himself to change, which is the style i am ALWAYS INTOO


HAHAHHAA.. so in love!!!!!

never used this word on any guy before, but i take my hat off the man, he make me SO WANNA SAY THE LOVE WORD

(i will post pic we took during new year pretty soon k?)

and he is leaving for Taiwan soon -.-" sobz.. i'm gonna miss him..
do u believe in "bing bian"
i dun, dun believe i will do it, the man has been with me for about 10 months now,,. and he'll be gone for a month..
this is the challenge.. after the challenge i will end the game with a kiss..

haha.. pure nonsence, i am fantasizing la..

Tanning session 2- with rena and brother
how is it like tanning with 2 hot babes??

When one has the glow and the other has it all?

The brothers join in.. all keen on volleyballs

The brother tried his swerve at vollleyball

and here they are.. sunshine

this is stupid.. but i realise i look so much better lying down with my eye closed.. like a dead body.. what a phenomenom (however u spell it)

after the tanning comes the promising camwhoring

and heres the shot i tink i look the best

while blurry me suggest i'll better be off looking stupid

i tot looking fierce sometimes might scare the cockroaches away

and heres the lady damn bui zi dong

The after-effect of constant tanning is the new Kristal

As request,, here are some pictures taken on the first tanning trip after the final exam.. i am still like a white ass

The hottie.. tag me if ya interested =)

embarressed. thats me

Stupid and random picture taken

The hottie.. she looks hot in every angle

1@#213!@!#!@# dunno why it repeats




more of us together, Boys get jealous

haha.. this is to show the real amount of fats i have in me,,

slicky

Somethings are never too late, while i missed - out of my forgetfulness - the angel final goodbye before Clar flies to Denmark, i tot i can express this regretfulness worldwide, so u can read them, even when u are over at the other side


Dear Clar, we are the sort that seldom hangs out, and times when we do hang out are short yet also fufilling, u and i share alot in common, especially towards our ideal partner.
The difference in age hasn;t been much of a hindrance except during clubbing matters, yet when we hang out together, there are always so many other things to be done.
Pau Clar me, me clar pau, its always been, or rather for me, it has always been the three of us.

There are many times i fail to turn up for an arrange outing, one where either one of us make the effort to organise. This brings me reflection to make up for the next outing organised, there are NEVER problems bringing other unknown friend along cos ultimately we'll all end up as friends too.

Its been planned, me and pau will send u off at the airport, despite my effort to request for the half day, its was to no avail. It was partly my fault too, so i should not blame. I hope u accept my apology, of which i promise to mke the extra effort to pick u up when u return.

During this period, u shall bake ur cake in peace, rest assured Pau is in good hands, i will takkaire of ur darlin, we'll be praying for each other day u get to contact us. i dun expect to receive as much as what Pau will receive, just probably a gentle note that u have landed in Denmake safe and is enjoying urself.

ur web cam shall be higly useful to communicate. Please miss us like we'll miss u =)

Love, Angel Mama

p/s: i just head a gun shot at about 12.35pm. Supposedly we'll be expectin the news on headline tomorrow.. hehe.. night

i am officially knowledgable, thats only because i learn 2 really long words today
- scrutinizing
- obstracizing
and i chose these 2 words only because it has the same meaning (somehow) and i can use them inter-changeably = make someone feel really awkward and isolated

like "Denise is scrutinized, she shouldn't have turn up "

or am i wrong?

anyway, thats it, i've been working at far east all the time, needed a serious break. Just today, a mere 7 hours at work and i finish the entire novel "running with scissors"

its a serious;y nice novel, with details on abuse, gay-sex, lesbian-sex, masturbation and psycopath
u learn in every chapter of the novel, a person's emotion on every single details in life,
this is probably the next book to make me not stop, with "The boy call IT" as the first one and "Singapore Erotica" as the second.

Ok thanks for the invite to Sakae => couple!

sometimes i wonder why they wont get to business and BE TOGETHER for good, after all its been going on for a while now

The leftovers .. haha.. Sharon and me without our man

It was real fun, cam whoring and eating, all that enters the stomach means we are puttin on weight, but for once non of it matters. I guess sometimes we are so litle, so little u hope u can stop worrying about silly stuff. Its gets pretty stupid tinking about how hard u try to work things out when in fact that was not wat u wanted

Anyway speaking of that reminded me of a dear friend Riduan Chitty, who badly wishes to fly to the other part of earth to say hellow to a gal he likes, hero indeed, but whatever the outcome, good luck pal u have my support

there are lotsa of "supposedly" in life, many times u hope u can put a stop to it.. but whatever it is, u'vce tried ur best (at least at that point of time u did)

There u have, Denise. Sharon.Kristal. going stronger!!!
haha.. though Dad and Mum still has problem recognising who is who, and Dad needs a little more time accepting the fact that Sharon is back into my life. I appreciated this friendship more than ever before. We've been thru so much, and many of those cannot be comparable to those we've discovered in Poly life. we all agreed that for a friendship to last, all shall chip in. And this years has make me pretty much confidence of this friendship, its here to last u know!

At Liquid kitchen's

love this pic, she REALLY LOOKS LIKE SAMMI CHENG LA
Denise looks like she has the "nike eyebrows" its makes us all laugh

Drinkin is not a bad habit, its a habit
u appreciate what u drink cos each and every glass is couple with effort to blend them, long years to brew them, i do not believe drinking is addictive, its like HIGHLY not la. the 3 of us, happily drinking away (ok only i had a little much more alcohol. Denise has a strawberry breezer and Sharon drank some passionfruit wine) i had some funny rum combi with vodka and peach.. interesting!

miss this out earlier.. the couple looks really stern in this one.. better show it

this is to prove our cam skill, we each has our very own olympus.. (mine's thanks to the man, and lotsa of colleagues)

When the couple tries their best to look romantic

My besties, i am IN LOVE WITH THEM!! (i am flying)

Sharon and me.. we hang around too much la.. see!! now look like twins liao

The final one..

Here's what happen directly after the last paper
Kristal rushes home, happiily chatting with her besties

Say good Bye to KrisSie's room

Firstly goodbye to the drawer of the double decker bed, its been so long

The material use in this operation

The bed on the overal "Saving Bed KrisSie"

The painter finally reach the house, pretty gal paintin the bed, guys u have to see this!

This is denise at work, her serious look makes u perspire

Aiding us in this project is photographer Sharon, whom u can see smilin away, behind her is ME!!!!! cleaning the WALLS Of my bedroom

Here's the end result, i did 85% of the painting while Denise help finish the mess, took 2 days but the result is so wonder, so now there is a pink bed for new year

Even the drawers are freshly painted, i feel like i'm in a marshmellow kingdom.. how pathetic

Denise shall finish up, check out the boxer i made her wear, tell me which housekeeper can be that HOT?!

anyway after that we rewarded ourselves at the Sakae, which i shall upload the photos shortly

The second last formal presentation

i am not born a office lady, or am i?

Kristal @ work, in comfy attire

GUess waht?!~!~ here's my NUM member card

Love me

Afternoon sun seems hotter, the best time will be a rejuvenating bath after a long day with tight fitting skirt and long sleeve top
Tot the happier thing seems to outwit the pressurizing ones, the painful part has yet to arrive. , where's the sense of emergency?

the painstaking part is the knowing the selfless facet of life, while many of us are taking the pain to remember others, there are others who we cant wait to get rid of, this shall include the lecturers in school whom give no face during presentation.

i wanna start a new life, work on a new living strategy. feeling restless now, better get on with the black and white!

Brewerks @ Clark Quay


when the head is bigger than the head

The other couple

The Girls

We ordered Pink Wine! 8 shots off the rack
had potato skins and chilli cheese fries as appetizer

the wine is superb!!! total bills amount to $80 plus, but its oh-so-splendid